Saturday, December 31, 2005

Happy new year!

Have a great year ahead!

To my monsters.... Good Good Good. LOL! All the best yea? Grassy, take care of your hell...erm.. I mean health. Haha. SPY, good la good la... LOL!

To someone out there.... I think *ahem* you're still the same. So disappointed with you. Such kind of person....I feel like scolding you.... Yea.. Bloody hell. WTF? Whatever! I think I have never been close to you anyway. Whatever, that's not my problem.

To everyone.... GOOD GOOD GOOD. What else you want? LOL

Monday, December 26, 2005

Nothing...Really nothing!!

You know I have not been blogging because of blah..."It's a same old, same old situation...." LOL! Well....If you are interested about what have been happening around me.... Let me tell you.... THERE ISN'T ANYTHING.... AND I'M TELLING THE TRUTH...Hmmmm...well on the 18th Dec, I went to JB... That's all! LOL! Tell you something else that's more interested... this guy call, Leng Keong, he really suck big time. He thinks he is whatever but lemme tell you... YOU CAN NEVER CLIMB OVER MY TOP. In the end...You are the one crawling to me and said, "Sorry". This bastard, every SMS he started with this word, "WTF!" If you like to fuck so much... your mum is a good one to fuck with. When it come to scolding vulgarities, I am always the winner. Oh whatever! I'm not angry and since he had apologized....Muahahahaha. Im fine with it. *ahem* I am a good girl. I won't scold anyone unnecessary. =)

Well, wanna know what I got for this Christmas? I'm proud enough to let you guys know... Haha =p


'Tommy Lee Goes To College' DVD from Erika.


Totti & Pirlo's badges from Claire.


Lalalala...This is from SPY!


Grace!! What's this? "Woof! Woof!" Haha. I bought this for my sister.

I asked my sister for the Addidas bag that I like but it was sold out! *sob* Well, she bought the Winnie the Pooh Year 2006 Calendar for me instead. Hehe!


The turkey I have for yesterday! Er... The picture don' tlike appealing. LOL!

Last night... I mean MIDNIGHT... I was too bored and so I rearrange my study room's wall. I removed my notice board and now it looks like this....



Nothing much. *yawn*

Monday, December 5, 2005

Never gone!

Weeeee! Presentation is over. Fuck that bloody hell lecturers. Whatever!

I GOT 2 TICKETS TO BACKSTREET BOYS CONCERT!! It's a dream come true for me!! I have been waiting for like 9 years !!!!!!!!!! Yahoo! In case you don't know Im a huge fan of them, you should read this. I start listening to their songs when I was like.... Primary 2 or??? I still remember that time when everyone was singing "Get down, get down and move it all around...." LOL! WEEE! I'm going to see Nick and gang!!! All thanks to my sis for paying for the tickets!


About 4 years ago I was dreaming about seeing them in concert so I did this banner! Oh man! When I took it out again... it's still new!!!! When I go for their concert next year, I will most likely to do a new one.... Er.... I'm too shy to use this banner. LOL. Lalala! Im a happy but school still sucks! I can't wait for Xmas!

Hmm.... I doubt Motley Crue will ever come.







Grace! You're dead!
SPY! Sms me french to me the next time.
HT! Any new boys?

Sunday, December 4, 2005

B-A-C-K-S-T-R-E-E-T BOYS!

I just saw the commercial! THEY ARE COMING IN 24th JANUARY!!! *SCREAM* I have been waiting for years!!!! *cries* MUMMY! Hand in your visa card!!! Jie Jie wil pay for it!!!! ARGH! I know she will be VERY unwilling! No time to go all the way to Kallang!! ARGH! Must pursue her.

Saturday, December 3, 2005

Insert meaningful title here


l I just watched Harry Potter with my sista!!! In order to prevent leaking out any spoiler, I'd just said it was a fantastic movie. Hehe! If not for Grace, I guess I'd have watch it with my Monsters. It's so strange that Grace doesn't like to watch Harry Potter. LOL. =x

Anyway, about my Thursday presentation... It was... The individual presentation was okay for me and L but NOT for C! For fucking sake, SHE JUST CAN'T DO ANYTHING! NOT EVEN DOING A SIMPLE PRESENTATION! I have the strong feeling that her presentation was going to pull down my marks. ARGH! The story telling part was okay...Then came the 'game' part..........Read on.

HELLO PEOPLE....You don't to know the details but here are some of the fucking comments gave by the 2 lecturers when they were assessing my group and the other groups' game.

"5-6 years old children will not know how to play games with rules"

"Take away the dice, they (5-6years old) might not understand the numbers."

"Playground is too complex for the kindergarten."

"Kindergarten children still don't understand the concept of timing."

FOR FUCK SAKE IF DON'T UNDERESTIMATE THE CHILDREN OK? You mean they don't know what is number 1 to 6???? You think they don't know what is playground??? Okay.... Maybe these 2 lecturers' children are REALLY dumb or with special needs. Argh! I guess I need to calm down....

Hm.... Thank JIAJUN! Thanks for taking your free time to read my blog. LOL. Thanks for being the first to SMS to ask me if I'm okay. I'm okay now...1/2 free of sickness. I was too lazy to reply your SMS =p So pitiful eh...None of my Monsters actually bother about me...not until I tell them? Forget it. There won't be any "Free SMS hotline" anymore.

Wednesday, November 30, 2005

Everything came pouring when I'm sick

I'm down with flu, fever and sore throat and I STILL have to go to school. Normally, I'd have happily skip school!!!!! This time round is different. I have to go back to school to complete the group work project!! I still have to go to school tomorrow because tomorrow is the presentation! ARGH!! Bloody hell! Why do I have to be sick at this period of time when I need my energy the most!!

So frustrated with one of my group member! It's fine that she is not going to contribute anything but she kept asking stupid questions. Does she even know what we are doing? That day we were supposed to go to National library together but she went home instead. She ALWAYS doesn't have the time. She is just waiting for our instructions!!! ACK!!!

The worst has yet to come...... SHE IS GOING TO BE IN THE SAME GROUP AS ME FOR THE NEXT GROUP ASSIGNMENT. My lecturer is so FUCKING STUPID. She asked the class this question:"Are you all happy with your previous group and wish to continue to stay in the same group? If so please put up your hand." For fuck sake! This is such a stupid question!!! If I'm not happy, can I really said it???? How would the person look at me the next time. You know, I don't want to make enemy. Anyway, I don't even have a choice because the are fucking happy with their group members.

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! That day when we have not even decide our group members, the rest have already did. Then class leader asked us:" Is it ok to let C join you 2?" STUPID!! Can we really say NO!? NO RIGHT?! STUPID! It's like as if we still have a choice.

I didn't talk much to anyone yesterday because I'm like....hating everyone who sits on the right side of the class.... ARGH! ARGHHHH!! When I reached home I still have to draw those cartoon animals...Im not feeling well!!! But I still have to do it!!! I'm dying soon! I almost can't take it but I just have to hang on to it.

Sunday, November 27, 2005

Christmas is coming!

Good news, I bought something small for my Monsters! The bad news is... I don't know when did I put those small present now! Gosh! Gotta ask my sister to find for me. Hm.... I don't know what to buy for Kate! She sent me those tons of magazines, I should at least give her something in return right? But I can't send Cassano to him!! Errrr... Maybe just send her a card. LOL.

Look!! It's chipmunks!!!!

I saw it at the gift shop and these 2 are so A-D-O-R-A-B-L-E!! So I convinced my sis to bought it for me. In order to be fair, I told her to buy 2!! One for me and another for her. Hehe! The one with black nose is mine! Weeee! SO CUTEE! GRACE! I GOT IT!! Haha!

School sucks! Assignments suck! I have to complete mine by this Tuesday and I got another group assignment on Thursday! SUCKS! Tomorrow sucks! Everyday sucks! Why I have not watch Harry Potter? Argh! Sucks!

Story Of My Life
Bon Jovi

Yesterdays a memory
Another page in history
You sell yourself on hopes and dreams
That leaves you feeling sideways.
Tripping over my own feet
Trying to walk to my own beat
Another car out on the street trying to find the Highway
Yeah, Are you going my way?

[Chorus]
This is the story of my life
And I write it everyday
I know it isn't black and white
And it's anything but grey
I know that no I'm not alright, but I feel ok cos
Anything can, everything can happen
That's the story of my life

I gonna write the melody
That's gonna make history,
And when I paint my masterpiece I swear I'll show you first
There just ain't a way to see who and why or what will be
Till now is then
It's a mystery, it's a blessing and a curse
Or something worse

[Chorus]
This is the story of my life
And I write it everyday,
And I hope you're by my side when I'm writing the last page

Thursday, November 17, 2005

I prefer to be a loner than teamwork.

I'm so freaking tired! Not physically but mentally! I'm kinda stress up with all the assignments that I have to hand in. Argh! I make a mistake for my previous assignment!! All I can hope for is teacher's mercy. *sigh*

The few days, the module with Reggina was slightly more interesting than the rest. I only like the day (Tuesday) when we have to show how we going to teach the children a rhyme or story.

Before I go on to say, I just have to sigh again. Those people are so bad! They pushed the one and only unwanted member to me and L. That unwanted member didn't really help or contribute anything! Oh! Another sad case. Okay, back to what I said just now... L picked a rhyme that was related to football. Hohoho! Just right for me then I actually came up with something else. I told my members that L will rap the rhyme while the others clap to the beat of the song We will rock you. I don't know why I just find it funny. I'm like bringing rock to the children. Hahaha.

Whatever it is, when I think back right now, I felt it's quite inappropriate for the children. LOL! Never mind. I am just so not creative at certain things. by the way, I just wanna sigh again. I can get along well with L & E but they are the ones that are not going to be in the same class for some of the other modules. I CAN get along well with the others too but well... NOT really CAN get along SO well after all. Sometime I just prefer to be a loner.

Anyway,, I finally meet my Monsters Association members yesterday! It has been like so long that I have never seen them. Haha. I'm so sorry SPY, I didn't know why I told L that you are from Singapore Poly. The worst part was that I can't even remember what course she is taking. I must be out of my mind. Perhaps, I am just too tired.

No mood to put any pictures. lol.

Tuesday, November 15, 2005

Random rattling

So many things to say and I don't know where to begin.

These few days, there is like a sudden surge that everyone is finding me. Haha.If I didn't remember wrongly, Bilson smsed me on Sunday. Haha. He said it's been a long time since we contact each other and asked how I was doing. Strange enough, Ben suddenly talked to me on MSN messenger last night and said the same thing as Bilson. Hello people! I am still in one peice. Nothing is going to happen to me. LOL.

Anyway, I get to know this girl when I was playing A3. She told me that she played this game was because of her ex-boyfriend. =/ She wanted to know what her ex-boyfriend was doing so... Well, I was curious so I asked her alot of questions. Hehe. She said her boyfriend likes phone sex and oral sex ($#$^^#%^%^#$%). Although she doesn't like it at all, she wants to make him happy and so she agree to whatever he asked for.Okay, this is silly. She was so mad that why she treated him so good and he treated her like shit. After 4 months, she still can't get over it.

Hmmm... I know sometimes girls are more emotional but can't get over this kind of guy?!?! What a world! She kept complaining about everything little thing about him. Haha. I actually enjoy listening to her story. The most funny thing was that she keep scolding him, "basket" when it suppose to be "bastard'. I kinda pity her too. Guys are always the one who are more emotion-less. So.... Girls, don't be a silly. Don't give everything to a guy that don't worth your love. If you have done so, don't end up crying and blah blah blah... sigh.

Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire premiere this Thursday! I'm more excited to see Tom Felton than Daniel Radcliffe. LOL! Spy wanted to watch with the rest of the memebers of Monsters association but no one replied her except for me. Haha. So poor thing. I guess Greeny is most likely unable to make it. *sigh* No time. No time. No time. So we must make time eh?!

I hate this module - Music and movement. I hate to move! LOL. I can't wait ti finish this module! Arghh! I just have the feelings that the teacher doesn't likes me. Haha. Whatever! I don't like her too.

Everything is so boring. Sitting at home is more interesting.

Friday, November 11, 2005

Success don't come overnight, fool

I love it! I love it! Haha! I actually have no idea about doing this layout. I wanted to feature Tommy (again) but I have no idea what to do with all the photos. So I went around looking for inspiration. I actually go the idea from Steph. I mixed and matched with so many photos and in the end I decided to put Tommy & Nikki together for my layout! Phew! Luckily, my layout turned out to be different from Steph or she might sue me for copyright. Lol!

Nothing much these days. I'm just slacking away playing A3 and not doing my 2 assignments. Haha. Well, I shall complete my 1 assigment by this Sunday. No choice, I have to!

Hmm... Some thoughts still linger in my head. I remembered what she said. She must be very upset with herself. A period of time, when Im somehow in a state of depression, everything look so bad to me. I hate myself for not being able to be more sociable. . Take a step each time as I walk, time will fly past easily. Right now I don't care about it anymore. Sometime, it's really hard to change myself because I'm already 17! Haha. I know that I'm not that old but somehow I don't think I can change much about myself. Hmmm... The only thing that I change is my mindset, maybe. Just have to take things as it is and walk on. No use bothering about something that can't be change.

Difficult times have helped me to understand better than before, how infinitely rich and beautiful life is in every way, and that so many things that one goes worrying about are of no importance whatsoever...- Isak Dinesen


Suddenly, I just thought of saying about this. I'm somehow like Andrea Pirlo. If you doesn't know him, just for your info, he is an Italian footballer =/ In terms of characteristics, he looks like a quiet person and often mistaken as someone who is anti-social. Haha. In actaul fact, according to Nesta, his bestfriend, he is a chatterbox. This shows that he only talks alot to his bestfriends. This is the same for me. I am not like Hui Ting, someone who can just talk alot to anybody. I can only speak what I feel, how I think or anything to my close friends. So often, people thought that I am someone who looks serious & quiet. I can prove it to you by showing my primary & secondary schools report books. All teachers were fooled by me! Haha! They don't know how destructive this girl can be. Wahaha!

There's also another thing that I can learn from him. He was born so wealthy because his dad own steel industry in Italy. He can actually choose not to work and wait for his dad to die and carry on his business but he didn't do so. He didn't stay at home and shakes his leg. Since young he loves playing football and he is not interested in his father's business at all. When he was in Inter Milan, he works very hard to try to get into a 1st team place. However, he has been too often overlooked by Inter Milan. That doesn't make him give up everything. Anyway, Inter Milan is a bloody fool club. Right now, he is a sucessful defensive midfielder for AC Milan as well as his country. Look! Pirlo is not as handsome as Totti but he has so much to offer. So much offer for me to admire him for 3 years. LOL. Okay, he is married with 1 kid and his wife is not that pretty. Haha. What am I talking about.

Sorry, off topic for awhile, bloody Starhub! I miss watching Serie A!! EPL is never the same as Serie A! I miss watching my Roma & Milan!

Okay, back to the topic. I am not filthy rich and I doesn't know what I actually want in life but I know one day I will know. Perhaps when I grow older. Right now, I won't give up on myeslf. I should persevere on and keep on looking for what I really want.

Everyone has to work hard to get where they are right now. Just believe it. Just like, I believe someday, I will fly to Italy. Someday, I might move in with my buddy. Someday, I will find my Mr. right. Nothing is to be hurry.

Wednesday, November 9, 2005

You will be okay

I'm so sad to hear that you got such problem. This illness can be cure right?Next time when we go out, we don't eat those stuffs that you can't eat. We will all eat healthy food, ok? We will all be healthy monster. No more Bah Kut Teh, no more malay food, no more seoul garden and etc. Don't be sad ok? I will fight together with you! Get well soon. After that can eat whatever you want again!! Weeee!



You will be okay very soon because Monster's God told me so
!

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I want to change to wordpress!! Gotta find help tomorrow! I need to change the layout too or it will be too similar with my Monsters' blog.

Tuesday, November 8, 2005

Ridding on the train...

...is more interesting that going to school. This afternoon when I was on the train, I looked around those people and observe them. Everyone is just so interesting. LOL. There was an old lady sat beside me and she was reading a book. I was like "whao!" because she looks like she was in her late 70s! Anyway, she was reading a bible. Haha.

School sucks. The same goes for most of my friends. Ming Geng just complained to me today that all his friends at poly are fuckers, backstabbers... *sigh* So poor thing.

Good luck to Grace & HT for your English O level exam! Jai You! Buon Fortuna! Gambatte! No tips from me. Haha. Just do your best. My English suck but I managed to pass, you guys can do it too!

I saw Get naked video this afternoon... Hahaha... Speechless.

Monday, November 7, 2005

Not easy being a mother

Don't feel like blogging today because Im not in a blogging mood. Haha. Anyway, I met a Chinese aunty on the MRT. She asked me how to off the silent for her handphone. After that she told me about her son. She was very angry with her son. She bought him her $200++ digital camera for him and he lent it to his friend and now his friend didn't return him.

Well, if Im his mother, I will be very furious too. She told me other stuffs too but I bet I don't have to type down everything right? Haha. I can remembered very clearly that she said:"Being a mother is really hard." She looks so poor thing and she sounded like she is so in a grief. Well, ladies and gentlemen, please appreciate what your mama and papa did for your okay? Hehe.

I was hearing the Live version of If I die tomorrow and before the song starts, Nikki Sixx said:"Live fucking life today man, don't fucking worry about tomorrow." Well, that's so true.

Wednesday, November 2, 2005

Fuck yea

That company is really bloody hell. It's as you they pay their workers $5000+. It's only $1100+ and they want their workers to work until they finished everything!! Sometime their workers have to work till 12am and they don't always get their OT. WTF? Wondering what's that company? It's some famous chocolate brand's company. $%#$%#$%#$%$%@$

Some people is really despo. He said that he is old and needs to look for girlfriend. Well, he is only 16 years old!!! This little boy is really crazy. Then he said he is afraid that he will fail his O level but he kept SMSes me when he was studying. *sigh* Hey boy! Don't end up like me, getting an undesirable grades when I think I can do better?! Maybe.

Yesterday, my Dad cooked ba ku teh. Yummy.

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From Erika:
I can't give ya candy over the computer but I have a little something on my Halloween goodie bag for you!! Entire show (2 disks) there for ya. Enjoy and let me know how you like it ♥

Guess what? It's Motley Crue live @ Hartford Civic Center. =) Just too bad there are only songs and not something visible. Damn. Just remembered that I lost the video of them performing at UK & Live 8.

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Fight For Your Rights
Motley Crue

Can't break the chains
Can't solve the pain
Can't rhyme problem with reason

Not taking sides
Just asking why
Does the pain eat the children

Who wrote the Bible
Who set the laws
Are we left to history's flaws

And if you're out there
Then let me hear (hey)
And take a look in the mirror

Fight fight for your rights
Fight fight for your rights

Can't name no names
Of who's to blame
For cries out in the sky We're all slaves to time
No color's right
Throw our hate into the fire

Martin Luther
Brought the truth
The color of our blood's the same

So break the chains
And solve the pains
And we all become one race

Fight fight for your rights
Fight fight for your rights

Oh people people
Is the scar too deep
You can't hold a man's soul
By the color of his keys
A tear o' blood runs from my eye
But somehow I can never

Monday, October 31, 2005

Grace's 17th Birthday - BBQ Part 2

Before the BBQ start, Chia Xuan asked me if I have any boyfriend and even before I answer her anything, she was so convinced that I already have one. LOL. Then I told her that I am waiting for her.

Oh... Another note abotu HT. Haha... She likes to shout:"RANDY!!" soooo loudly. What if someone has the wrong idea and thought that she is horny? Wahahahhaa!

BBQ with Chia Xuan was really funny. She likes to put alot of butter on the food which is the same as me. LOL. She was really 'auntie' and those things she said was so funny. When she stood beside me, she suddenly called me something that she used to call me when we were in secondary 2. Awww... Sounded so cute and... sweet because I have not hear it for a super long time. LOL. I was kinda stunned when I heard it and asked her if she was really calling me. Haha.

After the 1st round of BBQ, we brought all the food to the function room and leave the rest of the job to Grace's parent. Too bad, for most of the time Grace ain't with us. So I think she miss out alot of funny things that happen in the function room.

Hmm....Our BBQ skill ain't that bad except for the chicken wing. 3 out of 4 sucks! LOL. The chicken was really stubborn, I am trying to separate the chicken wing and the drumstick but they refused to separate! I still need Chia Xuan to pull another side, then we finally separated them. Haha!


I guess Chia Xuan was very hungry so she asked us if we wanted to eat the fried rice. I was hungry too so I just ate the rice without hearing what SPY, HT & Chia Xuan was talking about. When I finished eating the fried rice, I heard Chia Xuan said:" Don't know who cook one." I looked at her and told them it's cooked by Grace. Then Chia Xuan started to "oOoooooooo...." and pointing finger at SPY & HT. I was puzzled and asked her what was it. Well....*ahem* SPY & HT actually complaint the fried rice was not that nice to eat. Oh.... No wonder! Hahaha. They are so mean right? I think the fried rice is not too bad and what's more it's cooked by Grace. Haha. Only Chia Xuan and I finished the fried rice regardless of whatever. Haha! Their Mama never teaches them not to waste food.

Chia Xuan is one silly girl, she acutally believes what Grace's father said about the boar meat and deer meat. LOL. She told us that Grace's Dad hide all the good food and only take it out when we were in the function room. LOL. She is just so damn funny. While eating, we suddenly talked about the nail polish thingy.... all because of SPY. Hehe. I told them that they just have to put their fingers under the running tap and their fingers will look shiny as ever. Haha. Then I continued by saying that what was the need for nail polish? My fingers just look fine being normal. Then Chia Xuan said:"The is the old Mingni that I know." So flattering. LOL! After that we kept going out to take more food and I keep going out to take more drinks for them. Haha.

Gracey ar! The rose syrup was tooooo little!!! Chia Xuan and I was so pathetic. When the rose syrup was finished. We kept drinking the 'coloured water'. LOL.

When the BBQ is over, we went up to Grace's room to take some photos. Blahhhh...

We took taxi home! They actually give me $30 when the taxi fare only cost $xx LOL!

Saturday, October 29, 2005

Grace 17th birthday - BBQ Part 1

Yesterday was really fun. It gonna be a long entry. So just allow me to recap...

28th October

I woke up at 6:45am to complete my 'incomplete task' - burning the video I did for Grace and cutting those strips of paper. I remember one particular day, she wanted to buy CD. She took the James Blunt's CD from the shelves, looked at the price and then put it back. I just have the feeling that maybe she wanted to buy it so I decided to burn the James Blunt's latest album for her. Hehe.

At around 4:45pm, I met SPY & HT at City hall. Before that, HT and I actually went to TCC to have a drink (we are not drinking coffee). Hehe! I don't have to pay a single cent because I told HT that I only left $3!! Haha. HT watched the video I did for Grace there. She said it was sooo sweeet. She even asked me if Grace will cry after watching. Haha. I doubt so. I think Grace will most likely to be laughing?! I'm not sure. I will need Grace to tell me. When we recieved the sms from SPY that she was reaching City Hall in about 5 minutes, HT and I suddenly just rushed out of the cafe like 2 mad women. Haha!

When we reached Aljunied MRT station, I placed the BIG Garfield on the seat and took a photo.
The Garfield was REALLY HUGEEE! It's really hard on SPY. She actually spent so much money on this Garfield. Randy and Ening asked SPY to buy Grace's present for them. SPY wanted to buy Garfield for them BUT I told SPY to buy it for herself and NOT for them! I also told her to save the best for yourself! Both of them don't even give a fucking care about what SPY is going to help them to buy. They didn't even bother, they just want to buy for the sake of buying a present for Grace. Somehow Randy and Ening was give the credit for buying the Mr Bean's soft toy. Well, if not for me... Will they even have a present to give? Hell no.


When we reached Grace's house, she was standing at the balcony, looking down at us. I then flashed the big banner that I did for her. Whoever was standing at the balcony should saw it. Haha. Oh.... Shouldn't Grace be touch? I mean...Has anyone did something like that for her? Everyone was buying soft toys for her except for me. I did something that no one has did before. LOL. I am not saying buying a soft toys for her is bad. I just mean that I am just doing something different. Hahahaha... Crapping.


I actually doesn't have any damn feeling about Ening because who she is? Do I know her? I doubt so. She is just acquaintance to me but she is just so fucking irritating to me. When Grace was away, a group of us - HT, SPY, Ening, Randy and I, was discussing on who supposed to buy the cake afterwards. Every word that come out from Ening's mouth was just so damn fucking irritating. Everything she said, she sounded like an asshole. She acted like NOTHING but a BITCH. One part one her conversation was like this...

Ening: So who is going out to buy the cake later?
SPY: Us lor
Ening: Here is Geyland le! Later so late already. (I was so pissed off with the things she said. She really sounded like... "C'mon! Here is Geyland, you guys don't pretend like a butch of Heroines....blah...")
Randy: Yar... Here is Geyland...blah....

I was so fucking pissed off and I answered:"Then let Randy go lar! He is a guy." After that I walked away. What a mothafucker. If you think you're so BIG, why don't you go? All you know is feeling hungry and eat. No wonder if you are so BIG. After that Randy & SPY went to buy the cake. When they were back, Ening only knew how to ask for food. Whatever bitch!

When the drizzling stopped, everyone helped to carry something to the BBQ pit. I was made to carry a bag of charcoal! It was damn heavy, I thought this should be something that is carry by a guy. Well, it's ok because I am strong =p Ening was so was impatient, she and You Yun were inside the lift and because the others were still the the house, Ening started to complaint. I was like...WTF is wrong with you? If you're not happy and take your fucking hand off the 'door open' button and let the door close. No one ask you to wait for us.

Setting up of the BBQ pit was really boring. I was not involved because I didn't know how to do it and well, there were "maids" to do it. LOL. I knew that SPY was very unhappy with Ening but well what to do when you are with a bitch. The starting up of the BBQ pit was rather unsuccessful because... well... maybe because of the rainy day...


Well, well... Never mind about the BBQ. Grace, Randy, HT, SPY and me went back to Aljunied to fetch Chia Xuan and we left Ening alone at the BBQ pit there. LOL! When I saw Chia Xuan, I was like....."Hahaha... She is still the same." What I like about Chia Xuan is that SHE IS STILL THE SAME. The same old Chia Xuan that has been very close with me when we were is secondary 2. Nothing... and absolutely NOTHING has change her.

When we were back at the BBQ, You Yun and Shiyi wanted to go home. Again, I was like can't you two just sing the birthday song and eat the cake before you go. Is there something that is very urgent that you have to go or simply you guys are just too bored. It's like they don't even give the host's face. Blah... Never mind. They are not my friend. Anyway, You Yun is not the same as before. Last time when I see her she will waves her hand and smiles at me. Now? I can't even remember she did anything when she sees me. We are just like strangers.

I am the only who brought camera there! Well, if only I have a choice, I rather be a photographer than a Early Childhood Educator. I like take pictures of anything since I was Primary. I remembered that I "invested" $100 on a camera because I told my Dad I wanted to own a camera. I didn't want to borrow from him anymore. Hehe! Anyway, talking about this...It just make me furious again because of Ening. Chia Xuan was actually very shocked that I was taking Early Childhood Education for my course because I look more like someone who will abuse a child. LOL. I am only nasty to those asshole. So I told her that "do not judge a book by it's cover." After that Chia Xuan went to ask Ening about her reaction about me taking up this course. Ening then give me a very sarcastic look and said that she had the same feeling as Chia Xuan. Oh...Mothafucker, can you just go home? I bet I will have a better future than you.

"Happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you...." Everyone was like so shy to sing except for HT. LOL!


Thursday, October 27, 2005

Morning breakfast with random posting

I woke up at 7am just to eat Macdonald breakfast with my sis! Haha!

Some picutres from Tommy's birthday party.
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oh... Grassy's birthday is coming too and her BBQ is tomorrow! I am wondering how am I suppose to bring the erm... birthday card to her. It's like quite huge. LOL! I should have done it in a A4 size paper. Hehe. Im doing alot of last minute things now. You can't blame me because I am always a busy girl.

Tuesday, October 25, 2005

I'm really a half-witted girl. LOL!

I went here to take my IQ test. LOL. Guess what I got 90!! If I got 89 and below, according to my teacher, I will be at risk of becoming a intellectual disabilities person. Haha. Anyway, I didn't take the quiz seriously. All those questions that need to count the numbers, I simply just select any option without thinking. Hehe!

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Photograph - Nickelback

Look at this photograph
Every time I do it makes me laugh
How did our eyes get so red?
And what the hell is on Joey’s head?

This is where I grew up
I think the present owner fixed it up
I never knew we ever went without
The second floor is hard for sneakin’ out

This is where I went to school
Most of the time had better things to do
Criminal record says I broke in twice
I must’ve done it half a dozen times

I wonder if it’s too late
Should I go back and try to graduate
Life’s better now than it was back then
If I was them, I wouldn’t let me in

Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It’s hard to say it
Time to say it
Goodbye, Goodbye
Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say
It’s time to say it
Goodbye, Goodbye

Remember the old arcade
Blew every dollar that we ever made
The cops hated us hangin’ out
They say somebody went and burned it down

We used to listen to the radio
And sing along with every song we’d know
We said someday we’d find out how it feels
To sing to more than just the steering wheel

Kim’s the first girl I kissed
I was so nervous that I nearly missed
She’s had a couple of kids since then
I haven’t seen her since God knows when

Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It’s hard to say it
Time to say it
Goodbye, Goodbye
Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say
It’s time to say it
Goodbye, Goodbye

I miss that town
I miss their faces
You can’t erase
You can’t replace it
I miss it now
I can’t believe it
So hard to stay
Too hard to leave it
If I could relive those days
I know the one thing that would never change

Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It’s hard to say it
Time to say it
Goodbye, Goodbye
Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say
It’s time to say it
Goodbye, Goodbye

Look at this photograph
Every time I do it makes me laugh
Every time I do it makes me

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I cant wait for the album to be release =)

Sunday, October 23, 2005

Grassy banner in preparation...

I am still fine until I started doing the big birthday cards. My nose began to itch. *sniff* *sniff* Anyway, the birthday cards are more like erm... Birthday banner! Let's see how Grace is going to keep it. Haha. Who dare to say that I didn't spend a single cents on her birthday? I need to use money to buy the CD-R, construction paper and blah blah... I can't reveal too much or she will know it. Hehe!

I was doing some screencaps for MCF and look at this...
My sis and I got the same reaction after looking at this. I won't tell you what we are thinking. Think about it yourself =p

You Are A: Frog!

froggyIndependent yet still part of a large community, frogs are unique creatures known for their distinctive sound and ability to hop. As a frog, you spend your days sitting on lily pads or climbing trees, searching for delicious insects to eat. While there are some frogs that aren't exactly cute, you are certainly not one of those!

You were almost a: Bear Cub or a Duck
You are least like a: Groundhog or a LambCute Animal Test!

To the mothafucker out there:

Nothing you do

I don’t want to be rude to you
Better things to do
Than make enemies
You just keep on pushin’ me
You don’t want to see
The insanity

I told you
I showed you how
But you didn’t take my lead
So don’t dis me
Don’t shoot me down
Just let me be free

Chorus:
I don’t care what you say to me
You take from me
What I believe
Nothing you do
Can stop me feelin’ high
Don’t care what you do to me
You can't take from me
My dignity
Nothing you do
Can stop me feelin’ high

So the choice is for you to make
So make no mistake
You should have took the time
You have a chance
If you keep it real
But you can not steal
What’s already mine

I warned you
I’d take you out
You step on my territory
I’m on to you
I know what you are about
But so hard to see

Chorus:

Nothing could take you higher
Don’t dis me now
Nothing you do
No

Don’t care what you say to me
And take from me
What I believe
Nothing you do
Nothing you do
Nothing you do
Don’t care what you do to me
Can’t take from me
My dignity
Nothing you do
Can stop me from feelin’ high
High, high, higher

Chorus:

I don’t care what you do to me
You take from me
My dignity
Nothin’ you do can stop me feelin’ high
I don’t care what you do to me

Friday, October 21, 2005

All cats are grey in the dark.

So today, I will tell you a story.

Once upon a time, there was 4 wealthy cats. Their name is Red, White, Purple and Green. White is the prettiest among them, followed by Purple, Green and Red. These 4 cats are bestfriends and they enjoy each other company.

One day....

White: Guys! I heard that Tom will be organizing a Cat party next week!!! I'm gonna make an appointment with my beautician!
Purple: OMGGGGGGGG!!! He is so handsome! He is looking for a partner in this party right? Oh... I'm gonna buy the nicest dress to impress him.
Red:
Hehe. Let's go search our wardrobe now.
Green: Boooo...

1 week later...

White: Look! Im wearing the most expensive dress from Chanel!
Purple: I'm not too bad too... Look at what I'm wearing, the gown from Gucci.
Red: Gosh! I'm doom. I have only this Roma's jersey in my wardrobe and I have to wear it no matter what. *sigh*
Green: Boooo...

At the Cat party...

Tom: Thanks everyone for coming. Today, I will pick the most beautiful.........

Suddenly, the lights went out. Everyone was very panicked and didn't know what to do.

Tom: I'm so sorry everyone. Maybe I will just pick my beauty by judging your voice. Feel free to tell me anything you wish to.
White: OMG!!
Red: Geee... If I talk, Tom might think that he is talking to a guy!

The 4 cats were very nervous and when it was White's turn...

White: Ehhh... You very the handsome le.
Tom: *silence* Next!

Purple: *ahem*
Tom: Next!

Red: Are you the Tom from the cartoon, Tom & Jerry?
Tom: NEXXXXXTTTTT!

Green: Boooo...
Tom: Oh... Lovely. You sound so adorable. Everyone, the party has ended! I have found my it! She is the one that I have been looking for.

--THE END--

The morale of the story is... BEAUTY IS ONLY SKIN DEEP. Personality and character are more important. Hope I have send the message across.

Im not pin pointing at anyone, this story are meant to be educational purpose. LOL!

Wednesday, October 19, 2005

"Talk so much."

People are getting more and more rude these days. Today, Grace and I went to Sim Lim Square. I wanted to buy DVD-R and she wanted to buy CD-R. We went to different stores to compare the prices and then we decided to go to which shops to buy. Ahem. This shop, Kao Yap something something...The salesman aka Lao Ah Pek (old uncle) there is so damn rude!!

When Grace was choosing the CD-R, the salesman looked very pissed off and said:"All the same....blah..." Damn him! Can't we take our time and choose whatever we want? ^*)*%#!@# After that, Grace and I were talking and giggling and this idiotic salesman came and said: "Talk so much." He said it just right behind us! WTF? I actually wanted to answer him back but I decided not to. Well, why should I make myself so angry just because of his man's comment. So I decided to just joke about it with Grace. So the morale of this story is that, please don't talk too much when you're buying CD-R or DVD-R. LOL!

Also, I didn't buy my DVD-R at that store. That shop doesn't deserve my money.

Well, on the brighter side, I was actaully very happy to see Grace!! Yay! Although I am VERY tired, I actually managed to joke and fool around with her. LOL! Hmmm... I am not sure I will see my Monsters tomorrow.... mmmm... I am tired.

Anyway, I bought the biscult (erm... the one that you can find it when you eat Nasi Brayni) at Jurong point! Grace & I were so tempted to buy it when a Indian was selling that biscult but we did't buy it. So the moment I saw it at Value, I asked my sis to buy it! Haha!

The TV is showing Milan VS PSV tonight!!!!! I want to watch it but I don't if I should. I have not watch football for soooooooooooooo long!! Maybe I should say, I have not see Pirlo for sooooooooooo long. =/

Dilemma. LOL.

Dr Arul was again, so damn funny today. Everyone was so damn tired (including herself) so she decided something and said:"You guys just read the slide, I will just sit here." Haha. She didn't do it, she was just joking with us. She actually said alot of funny things today which somehow make the whole lesson not-so-boring and that was good.

Other people just don't deserve to be name in my blog anymore.

My blog has become so wordy so I decided to add a pix. LOL!

Tuesday, October 18, 2005

God is good? Men is bad?

The title said it all. LOL. Well, that's acorrding to my leturer. My lecturer, Dr Arul seem to hate guys alot (she is getting married soon) and she believes alot in God. During her lectures, she will says alot of her experiences, she will priase how great God are and etc. Today Dr Arul said something about spirits, everyone seem to be believe what she said but I was like.... "WHAT?" Those are interesting to hear but to me I think they are being superstitious.

Everyone is entitle to their belief, so do I. I'm a free thinker, I never believe such things ever exists until I see it myself. By then, I might have scare the hell out of my wits. LOL.

Oh... Dr Arul also mentioned that "90% of men are NOT faithful." LOL! Mind you, I am not attending any religious classes or whatever. LOL!

It was so frustrating to sit beside her everyday! I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU!
This is how it goes for today...

After Daphne signed the attendance, she took the file away and put it back. WTF? HELLO... BITCH, I have not sign yet. SHE DON'T EVEN HAVE THE DECENCY TO ASK ME. FUCKER!

Next...

Dr Arul wanted us to pass round the sample of the assignment so we could see how we should do it. Soon the assignment was passed to Daphne and the moment she finished browsing through it, she passed it to the person behind her. WTF? Am I invisible or what? I have not read it. FUCK IT! IDIOTIC MOTHAFUCKER!

I totally wanted to leave without saying 'bye' to her today but then.... When I think again, I decided to say 'bye' to her before I left. You must be wondering why right? I was there thinking, if I'm going to be so mean, I will be just like her!!! Do you get it? Well, I don't have to do mean things to her because I know I won't gain anything out of it. After all, I know my academics result will be better than her. =p I don't want to boast but it's a fact! I got a higher grades than her in all my subjects last term... so... Why should I fucking care about what she has done to me? Soon.... I wont see her fucking face again.

There's a Chinese saying goes like these "One kind of rice, breed different kinds of human." I just have to tolerate her for awhile more and she will be gone. With her this kind of attitudes, I bet she won't go too far in life. She has been trying to be those nice and good people towards everyone. One day, your fox's tail will show up. Too bad, the others just didn't realize this yet. Maybe because they are not sitting beside her? LOL.

Currently, endurance is gold.

Monday, October 17, 2005

He is still the same

mood | awake

This morning, when I woke up I switch on my handphone and surprisingly THIS guy smsed me. Sorry Spy if I'm not suppose to give him your no. =x Anyway, I was free so I decided to entertain him with my 'usual style'. The last part of the conversation is the MOST interesting part.

Tze: Testing testing.. Still using this no. mah? Spy de no. u hab ma?
Me: Sorry, the no. is not in use. =p Spy no. is _________
Tze: Grrl. Liddat oso can.. Bleahx.
Me: Nothing is impossible.
Tze: Hahahax. U think addidas advert arhx.. Lalala. So free can reply de worx?
Me: At home mah. You not on holidays?
Tze: Haven.. Next wk exams le. Hahax.. At hm rot arhx? Hmm... How long I nv c u already arhx? Hahax...
Me: Er...millions years ago.
Tze: Hahax.. I'll ne looking at ur fossil by tt time.. Lalala.. Better dun disturn u le.. If not ur bf will whack me.
Me: Don't you know my fossil know what is sms too? I think you should be the one to be careful. Your gf might shoot you.
Tze: Haha.. Bf more scary den gf de.. Hahx.. Nobody will shoot me de la... Unlike you.. Haha
Me: Do you think imaginary bf is scary? Anyway, is that girl de best u can get?
Tze: Hmmmm.. Mayb lo.. Hahahax.. Y lehx?
Me: Haha. So mean sia. So mani ppl said ur gf is pretty den sum1 asked me go friendster c. Den aiyo, act cute oni mah. Haha.
Tze: Hahax.. Lolx.. So bad arhx u.. Lala.. hao la.. I dun disturb le. Take care ya.

Haha. I think he can't stand my sarcasm? Anyway, just look at what how he responded to my question about his gf. *shake head* I know he is not sincere with that girl. How smart I am. So my dear friend, why you still have to bother about him eh?

Wooo... Today weather is fantastic! I hope I could just sleep a little more longer. Anyway, I have did a new layout! Hopefully, it will be up very very soon.

On the football side, Milan won, Roma lost. What's new? Roma keep losing... I'm already speechless.

Bon Jovi | Have a nice day

Saturday, October 15, 2005

+65 98435277

mood | Full

+65 98435277
+65 98435277
+65 98435277
+65 98435277
+65 98435277

Please call that number and disturb whoever that person might be!

Yesterday, around 8pm that person sent me an sms and asked me if I could be his friend. I didn't notice that sms until 2am plus because I was playing A3. I just replied that person, "What the hell?" I didn't get any respond after that. LOL! People are getting bored these days?

My sis and I went to Siam Kitchen to have our dinner. We nearly eat till our tummy burst. Don't worry, I'm still fine. LOL! I forgot to bring my handphone so I didn't manage to take any photos of the food that I ate.

Guess who is trying to drive a car?

It's mee!! Haha! This photo was taken a last week if I didn't remember it wrongly. Ohh.. I love my Converse shoe! I bought it with my hard earn money! Haha!

When I was young I have actually thought of what I wanna do when I grow up.

When I was Kindergarten, I wanna be a Kindergarten teacher because it seem to be fun to teach those young kids.

When I was in primary 3-4 , I also wish to be a photographer because I lurrve taking photos. I also thought of becoming a cartoonist because I enjoy drawing cartoons. Almost everyone in my class know that because they always saw me drawing in class.

When I was in primary 5-6, I wish to be a Athletics! I actually discovered that I can actually run very fast when I was in primary 3!! I have won several trophies by using my legs. Hehe!

When I was in secondary 1-4, I wanna be a be web designer.................

Well, right now, I don't wish to be anything but someone who can slack all day at home. Haha!


Nickelback | Photograph

Friday, October 14, 2005

Happy birthday to White Monster!!

mood | Okay

This morning, I was being playful and I went to search 'Tommy Lee' and I found out he was injured! Poor man. I heard from Erika that he is ok now. *phew*

Gosssh! I find this picture of Tommy soooooo aweeesome!


Today is HT's 17th birthday! So I have to meet my friends at City Hall. (It was supposed to be Raffles Place.)

Before I went to meet my friends, I bought the New paper. Sham!! I saw your face on the paper!! LOL. I finally saw the article on Starhub being exposed about the telecast rights for Serie A! I'm waiting for more reports tomorrow if there is.

When I met my friends we went to Nooch Noodle bar to celebrate her birthday. I hope she likes the self-made pillow and the "necklace" that we gave her. These presents are priceless for sure! We also bought a Hello Kitty cake for her. LOL. So kiddy right? Here are the few photos that we have taken.



I absoultely HATEEE the WAITRESS there...They are a butch of 'dao' people. I was in a hurry and no one want to come and settle our bills. In a fit of fruastration, I stood and and somehow ranted some words that I could not remember. It was then one waiter notice me and asked me if I wanna settle the bills. Damn irritating.

Why are there more and more irritating waiter/waitress these days? Yesterday, we went to Fook Yuen restaurant to eat. That particular waiter there LOOK DOWN ON US! We took quite a long time to decide what we wanted to eat and this impatient waiter kept coming round to ask us if we were ready to take the order. HELLO? Can't we take our time to decide? While we were pondering on what to order, he kept looking at us with some kind of unfriendly look.

After that we ordered several things and we actually wanted the whole roasted chicken but he sugguested that a whole chicken will be TOOOOO MUCCCHH for 4 persons and said that a half roasted chicken will be enough. When the half roasted chicken was being served, we were like WHAT? It was tooooo little for 4 persons! What a mothafucker.

I was so pissed off with this waiter and so I took down his photo!! Click on the thumbnails to enlarge it.
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I hope the manager or the boss read my blog and fire him straight away. What a fucking irritating bastard. PLEASE STOP WEARING A COLOURED SPECS TO LOOK AT PEOPLE. Anyway, your sweet and sour soup sucks! It doesn't even taste like one. Fook Yuen restaurant? More like a Fuck You restaurant!

Anyway, when I was on my way home, I actually sat beside a REAL LIFE PENGUIN!! I'm not refering to the cute penguin in the bird park, I'm refering to the penguin that you saw in the Batman movie!! OMG! That man was stinksssss.... and he really smell like a fish! I have to turn elsewhere and searched for clean and fresh air! I have to endure the stench of stale air until the train reached Lakeside. *faint*

Hmmm... Lastly, I had a bad dream last night, I dreamt that Grace went to celebrate HT's birthday with us although at first she didn't want to. She didn't talk to me and she only stick close to SPY. So I was very erm... angry perhaps and I went to tell HT that Grace is angry with me and I'm got to go now... Blah... Don't quite remember and then I woke up somehow. Haha! How bad it can be if it is true?

MiG Ayesa | With each beat of my heart

Wednesday, October 12, 2005

Left out in cold

mood | Okay

One day, I will ask my mother what happen to her that day. That particular day, I was actually extremely furious with the words she used but I decided to forgive her. That night, I saw her sitting alone at her bed. I felt something amiss about her so I went in and check it out. I was suppose to be angry at her instead I asked her why she was so quiet in a very cheerful mode. She told me that no one care about her. I was shocked by her respond. I felt that she thinks that we are neglecting her. I somehow feel kinda sad for her. Nonetheless, I have to ask her what she was ACTUALLY thinking that night. Maybe she is upset that my sis and I can chat anything under the sun with Dad and not her.

Well, it all goes down to her own character. Sometime the things she said really make all of us mad. Hehe. Maybe she feels that Dad, sis and I and forming an Alliance against her. That's just so crazy. No matter how bad she is, she is still my mother. After all, I prefer to remember those sweet things that she has done for me. People always overlook someone's kindness. People tend to remember those bad things that someone's has done to them. That's just wrong. Over the years, I have finally learn not to bear grudges. *sigh*


Motley Crue | Looks that kills

Tuesday, October 11, 2005

Let the good times roll

mood | tired

I have been veru busy??? Not really. I have been busy playing an online game called, A3. It's so addictive. LOL. Anyway, let me recap some of the things that happen last week.

6th Oct
I met up with my fellow monsters at Bugis! Hmmm... We went to Sake sushi to eat. The waiters there were damn irritating. Firstly, they kept walking past us. Secondly, they made me feel like I am handicap because they kept coming around to pour the water for us. HELLO! I have hands to do it myself! =/ After that we went to take neoprint.


+ THANKS SPY & GRASSY for coming to my school personally to fetch me! I really feel like a VIP. Hehe!
+ THANKS HT for enlightening me on how to open my handphone casing. LOL!

7th Oct
Meeting up with my fellow monsters again! This time we went to Queenstown's hawker centre to eat fried dumplings. The worst part was that HT ate 4 dumplings and only left 2 each for us. She really has a big appetite!!! When HT left SPY wanted to go arcade so Grassy and me just tag along. We decided to stand there and watched her play because we wanted to save $$ LOL! Grassy is really an unlucky creature. SPY paid for Grassy for one of the game and end up the gun wasn't working. Whahahaa! After that we wanted to go to IKEA but we ended up at Great World City. All Grassy's fault again. Hmmm... I took a extreme cute video of Grassy and I can use it for the video! Well, that was my purpose for taking tons of Grassy's photos eh. Haha!

8th
My sis and I went to Funan to buy lotsa stuffs. I got a new 125mb MMC card for my handphone!! Yay! I can now listen to mp3s with buying a mp3 player! Weeeee! All thanks to my sis!

---END OF LAST WEEK---

I have to observe a child aged 3-6 years old for my new assignment!Woot! I can only think of his son but I doubt I have the courage to ask. LOL. Forget it, I will just use my own imgaination.

MiG Ayesa | Nothing you do

Wednesday, October 5, 2005

I came home with a smiley face!

mood | overjoy

First of all... I have decided to throw out all those unhappy thoughts and went out and everything went fine today! Isn't it good? Why do I have to give myself more burden by being so pessimistic? Unlike yesterday, I felt so much better today! =D

Anyway, THANKS JAMES! If I didn't meet at Bugis to have our dinner, I probably won't get to see my Vampire. LOL! Also, thanks to myself. James didn't want to go home early but I insisted that I wanna go home immediately after dinner. Oh man! I make a super right choice!

I was on my way to the lift and I saw someone wearing a black t-shirt and a little boy following behind. They were walking towards the lift from the other side. In mind, I was wondering if it was him and I'm so right!! It's really him!! He couldn't stop smiling when he saw me (ok I hope I wasn't imagining things.) I didn't smile alot because I'm already too overwhelmed by it! LOL!

He then asked his son to address me but his son became very shy and lean towards his dad. That was very weird of his son. He usually don't behave this way. Anyway, it's ok. I get to talk to his Dad while we are on the lift. Hehe. Ok no more details. I'm just too happy =p When did I ever start to call him Vampire? All my friends' fault. I should be calling him Tongx2! LOL!

Steph: YESYES! I look so Asian right? That's why those people are blind. LOL. Hey so did I miss the epidsode on Savage? Hmmmm..


Motley Crue | Dr Feelgood

Who am I?

mood | half awake

Yesterday, thhhaaatttt teacher asked me if I am local! *ahem* This is not the first time for someone to ask that question!!! Although I don't like to live here, I'm still a Singaporean! If I'm not local then where I am from? China, Taiwan or Hong Kong? =/ This is not the first time for someone to ask me this stupid question. Some even thought I'm American. Are they nuts or what. I think I look like an Alien.

Steph: Yes yes! I know about the show, MTV Crib. I saw it on the TV when my friends are over at my house last Friday. When is it showing? I didn't catch it, I was too indulge in looking at Robbie Savage. LOL.

Marty Casey | Trees

Tuesday, October 4, 2005

No more drama

mood | tired

I must have bored you out with those sadistic comments for my previous blog. So I won't rattle about it again because it's pointless.

I know SHE is not going to return my stuffs! I know it. Right now I still have to sit with her. It's not that I wanted to. It's her choice. I hope I can bored her to death! Whatever. I can't be bothered anymore. I just have to remind myself to bring my IC tomorrow. Without IC, I can't borrow that stupid book. *sigh* Do I really wanna be in this course?

Oh... By the way, Erika posted this on her journal this morning and I'm loving it!

Isn't it awesome! *wink*

Just have to say this:
MONSTERS INC ROCK MY WORLD!


Clay Aiken | No more sad songs

Life is nothing but nothing.

mood | crazy

*Last night post only show up this morning. WTF?*

Ok. Let's not compare with those celebrities yeah?

Why isn't anyone telling me that how beautiful this life is?
Why isn't anyone telling me how much they love their life?

Because life is like a straw, it suck!
Because no one around me is loving it.

Why I always see people complaining about their situation?
Why I always see people doing things that they don't wish to do?

Because they are hating it.
Because they are leave to no choice.

Why there isn't any inspiring people living around me?
Why there isn't anything for me to look forward to?

Because there isn't any around.
Because everyday is boring.

Is is because I live in this pea-sized island and I am leave to no choice?
Is it because I am the one who causes all these problems?

Yes.
Yes.

Will everything change if I'm living elsewhere?
Will everything change if there are more opportunities in this pea-sized island?

Maybe. Life can be unpredictable but mine is so predictable.
Maybe. What can I ask for.

Blame myself for being lazy or stupid?
Blame my parents who gave me a not-so intelligent gene?

Yes.
Sorry. But it's a yes.

Students study for their future.
Adults work for survival.

I am a quitter once again. I just wanna run away from this place. I don't like having a repetitive life. No one likes it. I wanna die early. Death isn't something that is scary to me but if I die now I will like alot of things I have not accomplish.

What mothafucking life I have. Life is really DO OR DIE!


Whatever! I'm turning crazy. Just like this picture. Or I should say, I'm turning crazy, just like how I listen to the same songs over and over again.

I know James is feeling the same as me because I am talking to him right now. DUH!

James: because of this sick society. we have to study. because of this sick society now money is more difficult to earn.
Me: Yesh. the pace is so fast n pressurizing

We know we hate it but we still have to live on. What am I looking forward to each day?

DAYDREAM IS THE BEST THING I CAN LOOK FORWARD TO EACH DAY!

Oh.. maybe tomorrow will be a better day.

Nirvana | Lithuim

Monday, October 3, 2005

Shout at the devil!

mood | tired

Today was a tiring day! Not only because I went out the whole afternoon with my fellow monsters, it is also because I slept late last night =p Wooo! It was helluva fun today! But still *yawn* I am tired.

On my way home, SPY complaint to me again about her lousy friend. The more we talk about it the more I think that her lousy friend has the SAME kind of character as the friend that I know from my school. Ain't we pitiful? We have to face this hypocrites or to say it in a more simple word, FAKER whenever we have to go to school. ARGH! We're the angels and they are the devil. We shall eliminate them all! I just have to endure for maybe another 2 more months? She shall perish from my sight one day.


Very often a Chinese likes to say "Woman changes their heart very easily" (Don't know if this is the best translation. LOL.) I always believe that and right now I still do but I just have the belief that THAT phrase DOES NOT apply on me. Maybe "Woman changes their mind easily" suits me better. LOL!

Hm... SPY once told me that she thought of not getting married when she grow up. I have the same idea but IF I really find someone good, I don't mind getting married. LOL! It's rather useless to just prey on those rich guys eh? LOL. If I'm really that kind of person who prey on guy's cash then I should have already been with someone I met while I'm working during the holidays. LOL!

Found this awesome image of Robbie Savage!


Well, Ang Moh is still better. LOL!

[sigh] I have been so drifted from my beloved Serie A. Stupid Starhub! [/sigh]


Motley Crue | Too fast for love

Sunday, October 2, 2005

Live and learn from fools and from sages

mood | normal

I started a Monsters' blog last night. All my friends have started to post at least once except for HT. I think she needs guidelines on how to use a blog. LOL!

Anyway, Steph said she saw someone who looks like me at Far East that day. That's so sad because that shows that Im not unique anymore! LOL. Kidding.

I think 'Dream On' is a great song. These days, I keep listening to those 80s rock. LOL. I'm getting old.

Aerosmith - Dream on

Everytime that I look in the mirror
All these lines on my face gettin’ clearer
The past is gone
It went by like dust to dawn
Isn’t that the way
Everybody’s got their dues in life to pay

I know what nobody knows
Where it comes and where it goes
I know it’s everybody’s sin
You got to lose to know how to win

Half my life is in books’ written pages
Live and learn from fools and from sages
You know it’s true
All the things come back to you

Sing with me, sing for the years
Sing for the laughter, sing for the tears
Sing with me, if it’s just for today
Maybe tomorrow the good lord will take you away
(x2)

Dream on, dream on
Dream yourself a dream come true
Dream on, dream on
Dream until your dream come true
Dream on, dream on, dream on...

Sing with me, sing for the years
Sing for the laughter and sing for the tears
Sing with me, if it’s just for today
Maybe tomorrow the good lord will take you away

Aerosmith | Dream on

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