Friday, September 30, 2005

If only everyday is like yesterday.

mood | sad

Happy times don't always last so please don't crave so much about it. Okay, I'm telling that to myself. I guess the saddest time in my life is the time when I have to go to bed. It's the worst time that I have to get over. Weird isn't it. When the nights come, my eyes just refuse to close and my brain is reluctant to stop working. They are just so stubborn.

I can said that I am very happy yesterday or maybe I should said I am happy whenever I see my monsters. They just never fail to make me smile. If only everyday is monsters' day. Oh... I should never crave so much about being happy everyday. Life is never about being happy, it's more about bitterness and depends on how you going to make it better. Oh.. Thanks Grassy for decorating my switch. LOL!

Yesterday was just a great day! I received the parcel that Kate sent me!! I thought she will just send me Calcio Italia, in the end she sent me 5 magazines, plus Tommy Lee pictures and some other footballers pin up! How nice of her! I promise when I get back my new PC I will shot some photos of it!

Late at night, I chat with the other 2 fellow monsters... We chatted so much about our future and etc. I just wish all of them will come true.

You Are 19 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.

13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!

40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

Rolling stones | Paint it black

Wednesday, September 28, 2005

I'm escaping this asylum

mood | bored

So indeed. My sis did a better job in calling the HP. I don't know when I'm going to get that stupid disc.

SPY is looking for those songs that are related to her situation so last night I sent SPY some lyrics and mp3s. *sigh* I wanna get my PC back so I can send her or burn those songs.

Here are the songlist (to remind myself):
1. Backstreet Boys – Set adrift on memory bliss
2. Blue – Don’t treat me like a fool
3. Boyz II Men – It’s so hard to say goodbye
4. Billy Joel – Honesty
5. Clay Aiken – No more sad song
6. Christina Aguilera – Reflection
7. George Michael - I can't make you love me
8. INXS - What you need
9. Kelly Clarkson - Behind these hazel eyes
10. Nick Carter – Do I have to cry for you
11. Nickelback – Do this anymore
12. Natasha Beddingfield – I bruised easily
13. Mariah Carey - Shake it off
14. Maroon 5 – Through with you
15. MiG Ayesa - Do or die
16. R.E.M - Everybody hurts
17. Westlife – Fool again

As much as I hate Westlife, I think the last song suits her. LOL. Anyway, from the songlist, I think basically you can tell that I listen to ALL kinds of songs but well rock songs is still the best! SPY is not suitable to listen to rock songs. Haha! She is more of a sentimental person. LOL!

Those songs from the songlist are definitely not those kind of songs that I will listen to everyday. Haha. No matter if I'm happy or sad, I still listen to happy songs. Why make yourself even more sad by listening to sad songs? Haha!

I am suppose to send the song, What you need by INXS but I send another version which was sang by MiG during his performance at Rockstar: INXS. LOL!

2 monsters are coming to my house tomorrow!! Haha. I have to somehow pack my room alittle. I am not a neat freak but I don't like people to see that my room is messy.

I'm so insulted by JiaJun! I have to write his name down. He thought that I copy and paste the codes fr0m blogskin or some other sites for my blog. HELLO?!! HELLO UNCLE!! I did my OWN graphics and layout. I use photoshop and cuteHTML to do it!! Argh!!

Ok, a sec ago, I saw someone took my Pirlo's graphic that I did it for his fanlisting and put it as his display picture. *faint*

MiG Ayesa | Live and let die

Tuesday, September 27, 2005

My stuff in my PC is gone, going...

mood | irate

So irritated. The HP customer service gimme the wrong no. to call. $#^%^%^#$%

I think the percentage of losing all my stuffs are 99%! *sigh* The saddest thing to lose was the video that I'm going to do for Grace's birthday! =x Ok, it's no longer a secret that I'm going to do a video for her as a birthday present. *sigh* I only did half way!! I put so much effort in editing those songs and etc!! I think I have to redo again! *sigh* Efforts don't pays off eh? *sigh* Should have just buy her something.

All my boyfriendssssss' photos will be gone! (about 50% of it) Especially, Totti's pictures! Isn't it sad? How long am Im going to take to save them back?? Oh.. What about those Motley Crue's videos???!!! Im gonna find Steph for this! *wink*

Right now, I can only laught about it. Laugh at myself maybe.

Today is Totti's 29th birthday!! No mood to celebrate for him. *sigh* He must be enjoying his good life in Italy.

MiG Ayesa | Live and let die

Sunday, September 25, 2005

Vampire attack!

mood | Vex

Wow! I can't believe I saw him again!!! I love his vampire's teeth! Haha! Everything was as usual, the only difference was... I stood beside him when we were in the lift. His son seems to be extremely happy when he saw us or maybe because he saw me? Haha! Either way are fine with me. Deep down inside, I'm so happy to see son being so thrilled when he saw us. Haha!

Yesterday, James came to my house and check my PC. Too bad, he can't help me because some complication with my PC. *sigh* When he looked around my room and he gave me a shocked face and said:"That's Andrea Pirlo right? (Pointing to photos on my wall) I don't know that he has so many tattoos." I was so puzzled and after that I realized what he was talking about. He thought Tommy Lee is Andrea Pirlo! Haha! I'm not surprise. Pirlo do looks like Tommy but Pirlo is a much more 'clean' person compare to Tommy. Haha!

Tomorrow is Monday and so it's also the day that Im going to call HP! I hope they can help me to do a backup. I JUST HOPE THEY CAN SAVE MY PRECIOUS STUFFS IN MY PC!!! If not...Errrr... If not I'm going to try other computer shop and see if they can help me to backup those stuffs in my hardisk. Let's see how things going to work tomorrow. *SIGH* I'M SO SAD!! *Cross finger*

You Are Chinese Food

Exotic yet ordinary.
People think they've had enough of you, but they're back for more in an hour.

I love this... (Part of the lyrics of the song Live and let die by Guns N' Roses)

When you were young
and your heart was an open book
You used to say live and let live
you know you did
you know you did
you know you did
But if this ever changin' world
in which we live in
Makes you give in and cry
Say live and let die
Live and let die

What does it matter to ya
When ya got a job to do
Ya got to do it well
You got to give the other fella hell

I will do a MiG's layout when I got my new PC back!

Marty Casey | Trees

Friday, September 23, 2005

She is such a fraud!

mood Vex

She is such a sucker. I hate her! I hate her! I hate her! I hope she die! I hope she die! She is not sincere in helping me. She is a mothafucker. I hate to see her face again. She is holding onto my transcript and she better be responsible for it. Mothafucker. I knew that she was not going to bring it yesterday and I AM SO FUCKING RIGHT! I send her a message again today. I just hope SHE REALLY BRINGS IT or she better go and fuck herself. She is trying to act that she was so ACTIVE yesterday.... Blah blah blah.

I just learn that right now the group work is consist of fucking 80% of OUR TOTAL MARKS!! I JUST CAN'T STAND IT! WHAT IF I HAVE TO WORK WITH SOMEONE LIKE THIS MOTHAFUCKER AGAIN? I WILL BE DOOM!!!! In a group, there is always someone who doesn't want to cooperate!!!

It seem like I can foreseen alot of bad things is going to happen to me. ARRRRRRRRRGH! I can't imagine for the rest of my life in school. Is there anything good to look forward to?

My HP computer is still waiting for James to fix it. *sigh* Imagine all my Totti & other photos are gone. *sob*

I took a quiz just now and I'm so agree on what is written.

You Are 60% Boyish and 40% Girlish

You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch.
Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes.
You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them.
You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.

Motley Crue You're all I need

Thursday, September 22, 2005

Happy Monsters' day!

mood Boring

I really have a blast yesterday! I have taken tons of photos but sadly but new computer was down! Right now, I'm using my old computer to type this and so I can't transfer all the photos that I have taken yesterday. My neck is aching now because I'm actually typing this on the floor!!!! OK, i just find myself a chair to sit on.

I felt so great with them. There's nothing to hide, I can just be myself. Whereas, when I'm with some other people, sometime I just have to hide my identity and said things that was not 100% true. It's not that I want to be a liar. I just don't feel comfortable with some other people. I hope we get to celebrate Monsters' day every year.

I can't sleep again yesterday!! Firstly, I think it's because of my sister's breathing. It's just so loud!! Haha! Maybe that's call snoring?? Haha! Secondly, random thoughts keep going around in my mind. Lastly, MiG's Bohemian Rhapsody kept singing in my head!!!!! Haha! To tell you the truth, I actually watch the final episode of Rock star: INXS thrice!!!! Haha! The first time was in the morning. I thought I would miss the repeat telecast at night so I watch it in the morning. In the end, when I came home I was in time to watch the repeat telecast again! Haha! Then when it was time to sleep, I just can't sleep so I wake up again at 12:55am. I switch on the TV, it's showing Rock star: INXS again!!! Haha! God just want me to see MiG again. So this time, I saved his singing in my phone. Haha!

After watching the show for the third time, I smsed SPY to check if she is still alive. Haha! For sure, she is still there. I just send her some messages about what I'm thinking about these days. I felt better after that because at least I'm not alone. THANKS SPY! *sigh* Sometime, I just hate this tiny island so much.

Oh.... I also want to thanks Grassy! She made a very beautiful picture! *sigh* To find friends who are really truthful is so hard these day. They really rock my world!

My old computer is so weird. Do you know I'm actually viewing my blogger in Chinese? LOL! *sigh* My old computer doesn't have Marty or MiG's songs, I can only listen to Constantine, Bo's songs and some other songs that I no longer hear. This computer doesn't even have Motley Crue's songs!

Constantine Kiss from a rose

Monday, September 19, 2005

He spoilt my day!

mood | pissed

I just received an email from someone called, Kenny. He totally spoiled my day!!! Monsters' day has to celebrate on 21st instead of 22nd! Argh! I'm no longer a new student! Argh! Yes, I'm that ANTI event!

Anyway, Im doing a video for someone. It's a secret until the actual day come. Haha. I'm thinking hard for the selection of the songs for the video. For the starting of the video, I chose Aerosmith - Walk this way. I only took the first part of the music for that song and that's it. Haha!I picked Tommy Lee - Good Times for the ending part! I guess that 's the best song for the video but the song seem to be too long, I don't know if I have enough pictures. Haha!

Woohoo! Going out with green monster tomorrow! I'm so bored at home so it's a good thing that I have a 'date' with her. LOL! Tomorrow is also white monster's singing competition! All the best to her.

Hm.... Don't feel like posting anything at LJ anymore because what I love to post the most there is about football but CableTV has deprived me from watching my teams playing. I will just update my communtiy. Let's see how things go.

Friday, September 16, 2005

Destiny brought us together.

mood | normal

I began to wonder how I get to be so close with Grace. Is it because of our personality or is it something that is unexplainable? I have to figure this out. I am really thankful that I meet this silly Grass. She is really the one that adds sugar and spice to my life. SPY & HT are not enough for my appetite. Sometime, some events bring people together. That’s also known as fate. Fate brought my friends and me together or maybe it's destiny that brought us together. I guess it's the same.

Okay, let’s not go into the details and I don’t wish to sound so formal in my blog. LOL! I just remember I have not finish my story! Ok, someday when I get my inspirations, I will write them.

I wake up at 1:15pm today!!! Guess what is the first thing that I do? I went to my parent's room and switched on their Hi-Fi and played my Tommy Lee's CD then I went to switch on my PC. Oh man! I only brushed my teeth 20 mintues later. Haha!

I can't find the last episode of Tommy Lee goes to college on torrent! What happen? I wanna know the ending!

Anyway, Grass and me have marked 22nd September as our Monsters' day! We're going for celebration on that day. Ain't it cool? I hope we can do that every year.

Yesterday, SPY told me that Tze got a new girlfriend... Well, his new gf is just someone who knows how to act innocent and cute. No big deal! I think this guy should just leave SPY's world and SPY's fake brother should just stop feeding her with his news. He is just a nothing.

Im spending so much time with my computer, I think I should give my computer a name. Maybe MinG? Sounds like MiG? LOL. The word, Ming, is part of my name so... Haha!

I can't wait for next week Rock star: INXS. I hope either Marty or MiG win. Even if they don't, some record company better sign them. LOL!

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MiG Ayeasa | Kiss from a rose

Drift away

mood | Mixed

On the darker side:

How should I start?
Everyone was supposed to meet at Orchard at 4:30pm but HT was late?

Everyone was kinda pissed off that...
1st - She didn't inform us that she will be late or say anything about it
2nd - She didn't pick up our callssssssssssssssssss
3rd - She didn't reply SPY & Grass's messages.
4th - She didn't even apologies when she came late.

She was so wrong wrong wrong.

How should I continue? I just felt that she didn't has the decency to show that she was guilty of being sooo late and not returning calls and messages. When HT came, I guess everyone was kind enough not to show her any attitudes.

When she was away for a moment, everyone started to express their feelings and thoughts, especially SPY. (Right? SPY?) As for me, I just try to treat it as normal and continue eating. I am NOT trying to be the Miss nice girl here, I just doesn't want to add fuel to the fire.

How should I end this? Grass had voice out that the next time, we should not ask her out anymore. I felt this is a strong message coming from a silly Grass. Someone must change, it's not me, SPY or Grass. Something must be done before we began to drift apart from her.


OMGWTF? I felt that I shouldn't even feel guilty for saying Daphne. Okay, I hope she don't read this (I doubt she will know about my blog) or she will burn my assignments. I thought she is a ok person until recently, I felt that she is a hypocrites. She has always trying to be a nice person but I think she is just the opposite! How am I suppose to survive with her around my class? I rather be alone. Someone please send this mothafucker away. Far far away from me. I really hate this rich bimbo. Oh lord! I have to see her again next Friday and the rest of the course! I just hope everything will get better.

After 1-2 years of experience, I have come to this conclusion:
I can't really clique well with those someone who speaks English and NOTHING but English and Daphne is one of them. Well, maybe I just feel awkward with these people. I think we are in different league.

As a Chinese, if you don't know how to speak proper mandarin, don't you feel that you have lose your root and feel ashamed about it? LOL. I sounded like some pro-Chinese person. But isn't it true? Sometime, I JUST can't blame those people. It's all because of the MOE's fault. In the past, they make people think so lowly of Chinese and look what happen to the younger generation now? They can't speak proper mandarin and speak only Singlish! $%$^%&#@$ I ain't better because of you! Will I be caught for speaking ill of them? %$#%#$^$%#$%

I guess I just went off-topic. All because of the person, whose name starts with a 'D'.

-The End-

On the happier side:

I missed Rock Star: INXS because I went out with my gang today. My sis said that MiG ripped his t-shirt (once again)! How many times has he tried to bare his chest? LOL. Oh man! How can I missed that? Thanks whoever for torrent, life has been so much better. He is so damn sexy. Someday, I might just want to check out those guys in Philippines. Haha. Anyway, I went here and take a look at the clothes he wore tonight. He wore a black t-shirt and a tight brown leather pant. Gosh...

Guess what? Everyone was commenting on his crotch. LMAO! The fact is, I can't see much of it because it's not huge. LOL. I am so pervert. Is that what I am being notorious for? LOL. Yes, even my friends agree. I just have to admit. Haha. Sadly, I don't have much interest at looking at local guys.

I swear I didn't save this image. I hotlinked from someone's site. LOL!

Gosh... Im addicted to Marty Casey - Trees!! Haha. I really hope Marty or MiG will win this competition. I felt so much like a teeny-bopper. LOL.


I finally got my Tommyland: The Ride! I swear I won't buy such an expensive CD again!

Aerosmith | Walk this way

Wednesday, September 14, 2005

Im the big bad wolf.

mood | guilty

Grace keep calling me 'Big bad wolf'. I came to realise that I am really a big bad wolf. I actually accuse some kind soul. Haha. I'm so sorry. I should have find out the truth first. Hehe!

I don't know if I have to go back to my school to take back my assignments because Daphne said she has already take everything for me (Tee-hee.) I am just worry that she left out something. Should I drag my friends there with me before we go and eat at Seoul Garden? Yes/No.

Anyway, I have added some stuffs in 'The truth' section:

+ 8 paragraphs - Summary about myself.
+ 7 answers - Q&A
+ Dream 6 times - My wishlist
+ Gimme 5 - Random stuffs.

Some guys can be really annoying.

LK wanted to go out on Saturday because he wanna escape from home. So I asked him to THINK of a place to go. Then this silly guy asked me to think instead. $%#$^$&$ Forget it.

Milano keep betting on those football matches and irritates me to core. Is that all that you can do? Please don't come and tell me 'Forza Milan' whenever you win money!

Some guys turn me off so much but not my neighbor. Haha! I was being asked if I wish to be with my neighbor if I have the chance. I'd say...

NO! As much as I wish to say yes... I will still say no. How good can a guy be when he has a wife and still keep looking at you? Haha! Who knows, he might be looking at other girls too. He is just my viewing pleasure. I must really thanks him for moving to Jurong West Central 1. Haha. Anyway, if you want to have some ideas about how he looks like, I will tell you... He looks like this guy (Just imagine the Asian's version):

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I swear that I'm not lying!

Motley Crue| Dr Feelgood

Tuesday, September 13, 2005

Buon Compleanno, Fabio!

mood | cheeky

Auguri per i trenta -due anni! Ti auguro una giornata speciale!
Happy 32nd birthday to Fabio!

Everything seems like just yesterday. I still remember when I watched World Cup 2002, he was only 29 years old! *sigh* Time passes by so fast...That time his hair is still long... *Yum*.

Last year, I was only 16 years old. I read many good composition and copy down those good phrases and hopefully I can use them for my 'O' level English composition. Right now, I don't even do that anymore! I will just use simple English whenever I blog. Many Singaporean speaks singlish so I don't have to be so particular about my English. Haha.

I always think that my English suck so I will always feel so amused when I think of that day that the 2 girls thought I was not local because they felt that I speak good English with an American accent! Haha! I swear I didn't "pretend" or "act" to have have that American accent. I think both of them are either deaf or crazy. I rather they said that I sound/looks like an Italian. LOL.

I hope after I get my Diploma, I will find a job and work for half a year then I will fly off to Italy! (2-3 years later? *sob*) It is always my dream to go there. I have the feeling that my parent will never bring me there. Although my mom has mention about going to Rome, I felt that she is just trying to make me happy. *sigh* I will have to work hard and get the money! I don't know by that time will I still be able to see Canna & Maldini playing? *sob* WHY AM I NOT RICH? Haha. Whatever. I die die also have to go there!

Anyway, about yesterday issue, I have think of a brillant idea to tell that 2 girls. I am very sure it will works. I am not trying to be mean, I just want to teach them some lesson. Don't they know that how important is it to be punctual?

Steph: I have not collect my CD yet. My friends wanna go out on Thurs. So I will bdragging them along to HMV. Haha!

Chau: Hey! Just letting you know that I have been visiting your site but sometime Im too lazy to comment. Haha!

Bon Jovi| Have a nice day

Monday, September 12, 2005

What makes me happy

I'm happy when I see this picture of my dar dar, Andrea!

You may not think he is hot or anything but to me, he is drop-dead gorgeous!

Milano asked me did Andrea reply anything after I sent the birthday card to him. I didn't answer him. I didn't wish for a reply, I just wish that Andrea really received the card and understand my Italiano. Haha. I will try it again next year. Next year, I will make sure that I write his name on the envelope and slot in a Singapore stamp.

Who wanna go HMV with me? Haha. I have been waiting for so many weeks, finally The person from HMV called me on Saturday and said that my Tommyland: The Ride is ready for collection! Yay! I'm such a weirdo. I didn't want to bother my friends, I guess I will just go there myself.Let's see then...

For my own reference

Mood: tired
Music: MiG Ayesa - Do or die

No use clicking on those links. They are for my own reference only.

+ Random events
+ Birthday of celebrities, footballers & friends
+ Cough + prank calls + Tongx2
+ Prank calls
+ Tongx2's son
+ Pirlo on Milan's Channel
+ Being a drink promoter for 3 days
+ SPY: Confession
+ SPY: The End
+ My birthday: Justin is the first to wish me!
+ Conversation with Grace
+ Tongx2 son again!
+ Tongx2: Nice to see him again
+ Tongx2: I like his vampire teeth
+ Tongx2: "Call Jie Jie"
+ Somone followed me home!
+ A joke about saga seeds
+ Tongx2: "Close the door. Don't have to wait for my wife."
+ Fatty's confession: "It's lurrrrve"
+ Tommy Lee: I blame the newspaper
+ Sean O'haire: I miss him
+ Emily chat with me because of Ang Kah Hwee!
+ Worst BBQ that I ever had!
+ Someone like my black converse shoe
+ School: Rumours
+ Late coming queens
+ Conversation with one stupid girl
+ My hair cost $133
+ Im not angry
+ I am Andrea Pirlo!

Friday, September 9, 2005

Moving on...

Mood: tired
Music: MiG Ayesa - Do or die

I have moved all my past entries that I have posted in my old blog to this blog! As fot those that I have posted using notepad was lost so... I really missed those posts that I talked about World Cup 2002. All my Italian post are gone! Argh. Forget about it. It's all the past. Time to move on isn't it? Well, it's always nice to look at the past and laugh about it. BUT life is not all about looking back all the time! Hope whatever I said make some senses. LOL.

Come to think about it... I have started blogging since 2002!! Anyone out there starting blogging earlier than me? Haha.

Hm... I have decided to change the title (again). Haha. I just can't settle on the one I really like. Maybe I should just give my blog a title called, "Undecided". Haha. Ok just gimme some time to think about it.

SPY! You closed your blog? Why you didn't tell me? Afraid of me to read your entries eh? Haha!

Monday, September 5, 2005

Hello! Who is Katrina?

Mood: tired
Music: Blue - All rise (What a song on the radio to bring back my secondary 2 memories.)

I have been away from the internet for 4 days! Hope I didn't miss out alot of news. *sigh* Im having a headache now. *giddy* I wonder is it the chemical in my hair that cause that. =/

I have read the newspaper about the Hurricane Katrina. The sight of those pictures are so saddening. America is so rich, why does such things happen? I don't mean that why does that hurricane happen (DUH!), I mean Why are there so many people suffering? Im not talking about Iraq or _____________(Fill in the blank with whatever poor country), I'm talking about America! I told my parent that Bush must be someone who is racist! He don't even care about those Black people. That must be the reason why that those victims are still suffering!

Whatever! I might be wrong.

*No offence to whoever lives in America or supported Bush. This is just my opinion.*

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