Life sucks!

Feeling: Sick and tired.
Listening: None.

I shouldn't be blogging? Sorry but I have to because I felt so sucky today. I hate everything around me now. Today we have teacher's day celebration, nothing much to mention about the uneventful event. SPY suggested that we shall go out and catch a movie after school and I agreed. SPY was asking Xiao Gang to go too and HT wasn't very happy about it. After I think HT said something that make SPY unhappy. When we're at the school's gallery, SPY was giving those black face with that kind of only-she-know attitude. I thought something is wrong with her or what, so out of concern, HT and I asked her but she didn't say anything. Should you be keeping things from us? I don't know. After HT called her boyfriend to go too. Holy shit!

Blah...That's nothing much about the things that I wanted to say. I feel so fuck up and pissed off. I feel that SPY, you're much happier with your boyfriend. Yea, I know he treats you very good and you wanna treasure him, fine, ok ahead, I don't care but why I feel you're much happier with him? Are we giving you too much pressure or you feel that we these fucking friends care too much about you? Seems like you only tell him about your stuffs. And we these friends know none about it. Fine if you doesn't want to tell us. Fine. I couldn't care much about it. I won't tell you any fucking stuffs about me.

I'm so sad to say that I never ever feel like going out with you guys again. NEVER!

Why everything you suggest to go out and I choose not to go? Because I don't want to see you two have fun with your boyfriend and leave me like that that's why I will always give you all excuses about not going. I'm not jealous that you guys have your boyfriend and for godsake, HT, I don't need anybody to introduce guys to me, it's not as if I have nobody to like and I'M NOT DESPERATE FOR GUYS!! I don't want any of them right now. If I want, I guess I already have it. Ok, I'm not boasting about. it's a fact!

Everything is so different now, I don't give a fucking care about you 2 have boyfriend or what but I just feel it's so different from last time when we 3 go out together. I'm not asking for too much. I just hope if we,3, can just go out without your fucking boyfriend? Maybe forget about it, I never want to go out with you people anymore. All I can do is to pretend nothing has happen.

I know you guys are really really nice friends of mine but I just can't help it but to say all these. This is just how I feel. Don't need to feel guilty about it or what. You all have do whatever you have. Good luck for your exams.

Another thing make me sad. My sis is a great person, she always spoilt me by buying the things I like. I really appreciate that little things s done for me. I'm so fortunate to have a sis like you. But I just can't understand how you can just waste your time away like that? I'm so sad to see you play that fucking game everyday! Can you do something more meaningful for your life? I don't expect you to do something great but I really don't see you putting in effort in finding a job. WHY? I'm so tired today, I take a nap and when I wake up, you're playing that fucking game again. Why? Even if you're not worry about your future but I tell you, I am. I am very worry for you. I'm very worry.

My Dad, can you please don't always be so mean to my Mum? Yea, sometime she some dumb things but you don't need to say such things to her. You're so mean. I wanted to scold you but I know I can't. Can't you just treat her nicer? I hate you so much something. Someday, I might just blast at you. I don't know why and I'm not waiting for it.

Why people I love keep doing such things that make me feel so sick and tired? I'm utterly disappointed with all these people. Do you know it may seem that such things is so minor but I'm crying when I'm typing this shitty blog. I'm so upset. I don't know who should I speak you. Sometime I really hate you people but I hate you because I love you. I'm sad. So sad................

I really just want to concentrate on my studies. As for Thurs & Fri prelims, I hope I can do well for my humanities.

Thanks: Niece, Luthien, Kimmy

Quick note for the day...

Mood: Okay
Listening: Counting Crows - Accidentally in love

I know I said that I doesn't want to blog. But... Well, I just can't resist. Here's a list of things that's has been going on for these days.

+ Cannavaro is joining Juventus! It totally sucks!Sorry Luthien, Nedved is a great player but I hate Juventus. All Roma fans love to hate them. Roma will still beat Juventus 4-0! Inter Milan is so stupid to sell him to Juventus. Stupid! I don't want to hate Canna!! He rank 2nd for my favourite footballers of all time, I don't know if he's going to drop?! Pirlo might be replacing him. *sad*
+ Lippi didn't call up Canna and Panucci for the World Cup Qualifying round! OMG! How can Lippi leave out Canna, Italy's captain?
+ Roma beat 5-3 against Iran in yesterday friendly match. Totti scored thrice, Cassano & Mexes scored once. The presentation of the whole squad was awesome. Although I don't get to see it, those photos I have saw was good enough.
+ Tomorrow is Teacher's Day! Happy teacher's day!
+ Melvin is heart broken because the girl he likes doesn't love him. I'm sad for him. I read the letter that he's going to give to her, I felt really sorry for him. I knew that he really likes her. I told him that he's a great guy, there's always other girls out there. Did I just say he's a great guy? Duh!
+ Linghui has been going out with Jasper & Jiesi these days. I smell something fishy. Lol!
+ Olympics has ended. *sob*
+ I'm nuts! I keep listening to Counting Crows, Accidentally in love!
+ It's the first time I got 10 comments (from the previous blog)! Wow! Thanks everyone who commented!

Question of the day:
Is any of your friends is homosexual?

Love you guys: Chreezy, Jojo, Crissy, Ashley, Dani, Betty, Iman, Luthien, Angela

Forza Azzurrini!

Mood: Extreme happy
Listening: Counting Crows - Accidentally In Love

FORZA AZZURRINI

Italy beat Iraq 1-0 and clinched the bronze medal!

Italia! Italia! Donadel and another Italian sang really loud. Lol!

Sports bring countries together!


Flower given by Iraqi captain for memory of a late Italian journalist killed in Iraq.
Dear Pirlo, you look really fierce. Lol!

I was waiting for this moment! Lol! *Yelling*
I used my phone to take this photo.

I'm accidentally in love with you...

I was overjoyed! I was so happy that they won. Although it's just a bronze, I'm very happy too! :) Pirlo played well today. He passed the ball nicely to Gilardino and he scored and that's the only goal for the match. Pirlo also created a few chances but the others didn't manage to score. Pirlo even tried to score but I guess he kicked too light. Well, it's ok, they won! Their defence was quite solid, especially Peli! He managed to save a few goals. He should be the man of the match!! Ferrari did well too! Hehe! Hopefully, Peli and Ferrari will do their best for Roma too! ;) Forza Azzurrini!

Prandelli is really leaving. *sigh* All the best to him and hope Roma and quickly get a striker that they wanted. Gilardino? If it's Ibrahimovic... Not too bad but not advisable. Haha! Well, maybe... Haha! By the way, he looks like Ian Thorpe! Lol! It's true! Not only me, many Roma's fans agree too. Haha!

Being nasty and mean are somehow the same as being a bitch. I just don't like the word 'bitch', that's why I rather be nasty and mean. Lol! Anyway, looks like people prefer to be a bitch? Not just the ones who commented but also my friends too :)

Question of the day:
Have you ever love someone so deeply and knowing that you'll never get him/her?

P/s: I won't be blogging for about 1 week or more because my prelims is coming. I have to study hard for it. See ya guys! I'll be back soon! ;)

Plug: Jojo, Betty

Bad start for giallorossi

Feeling: No idea.
Listening: Simple Plan - Addicted

I really don't know what's going on. Everything seem so bad for Roma.

1. Prandelli might quit!!!
2. Roma are group with Bayer Leverkusen & Real Madrid for Champion League!
3. Roma has lost more for friendly matches than winning it. Hope it don't reflect much.
4. Mexes's deal not really fully done yet!
5. They can't get Gilardino!! Hopefully, they can get Zlatan?
6. Cassano & Mancini still lack match fitness.
7. Dacourt is injured.
8. Chivu won't be back so fast.

Isn't that bad enough? The worse is Prandelli might quit!!! OMG! This is the worst thing that can happen right now. I was so taken aback when i see this news. How i wish it's just a rumour. The new season starting soon and he's going to leave Roma?! I really really hope he can stay and hope his wife can get well soon. That's so sad. When all Roma fans is so optmistic about the new season., hoping they could get the scudetto this season and suddenly such things happen.

Btw, Ling Hui asked me that if I rather be a bitch or a slut? I answered her that I wanna be neither. I'd rather be someone who is mean and nasty. Lol! What you rather be??

[EDIT] I have revamped the gallery section. I have added more photos! Go check it out if you want to ;) [/EDIT]

Plug: Chelsea, Snth

Sleeping queen

Feeling: Dying
Listening: Nothing

How much longer can I take, I feel like dying already. I feel so exhuasted almost everyday. What have I done? Why am I always so tired, frankly, I'm not doing sex at night, so why am I so tired? Lol! Yesterday, I slept during the 2 periods of Geo lesson, 2 period of POA lesson, 1 period of reading period and 1/2 alseep during math. Luckily, I didn't sleep that much today.

Dammit! Math test on Thurs and Fri. It's killing me! I guess I'm gonna fail again. I lack of practice. I'm so sleepy now so I'm not sure if later I can really practice some questions. I went to take a nap just now and I still think I don't have enough sleep. I'm slowly turning in a human-pig.

By the way... I don't know what to say about this morning match, Italy VS Argentina. I can't really criticize Italy because those players are just young boys. Lol! But getting a 3-0 lose was rather bad. They lose concentration during the 2nd half and they go forward too much. That's probably the reasons why they lost.

One last thing is... Pirlo!! I don't wish to say him because I like him but his freekick was so lousy. I don't know what to say, he was a magnificent player when he plays for Milan and his freekick is so breathtaking!

But when he played for the Azzurrini, his freekick is just so damn fucking lousy. :x I don't want to scold him. *sob* I feel so hurt too but I just feel disappointed. Pirlo has not been playing well for all the matches. He only play well for Milan?? Ok, on the brighter side, they might be getting a bronze if they can beat the Iraqis for the next match. For now, Argentina is the red hot favourite to win the Olympics football. No more comments.


My darling, Pirlo.

My virtual family

1. Husband - Totti
2. Outside affair - Cannavaro
3. Outside affair - Pirlo
4. Brother - Cassano
5. Best bud - Ian
6. Cousin - Mexes

Blah... so bored. That's all rubbish.

Plug: Betty, Melody, Kelly, Wendy, Jojo, Heather

So many things to do.

Mood: Tired!
Listening: Pazza Inter

There's going to be a Chem mock test and Geo test tomorrow!! So boring and tiring. I don't feel like studying for Chem but I don't want to get a lousy marks too. *sigh* Anyway, after hearing what the french fry said today, I think my Chem practical is gonna be a gone case. *sigh*

Also, I think Mr Fuad is rather nuts today. He wanted us to write an art review!!! He also wanted us to bring any 'work of art' to school for the next English lesson. Oh gosh! I was so lost. What should I bring? As for maths, Ms Tiong wanted to go through the Anglican High P2, the last question tomorrow and that's also the question that I have not do. *sigh* So many things to do!

Nothing much happen in school today. I was very tired and I slept during Social Studies. Well, some kind soul helped copy the notes for me while I'm sleeping. Haha! Isn't it great. Haha!

Weimin finally buy me Char Siew Bao! Haha! I wasn't serious but he is. Haha! Thanks to him, I have bloated lunch. Lol!

Plug: Betty, Luthien, Stefanie

Fun and happy day!

Mood: Great!
Listening: Black Eyed Peas - Let's get it started!

Today was rather a good day. Minyi was slightly better today. Well, at least I did talked and laughed with her today. I can sense that kind of hatred in Minyi. I think she really hate Ling Hui although she didn't say it. These 2 days Minyi is trying to be very sarcastic to Ling Hui. Well, she didn't behave that way towards me. Hehe! After all, I'm still the Black Angel. Ling Hui the White Devil don't seem to be too good. Lol! Whatever it is, Minyi is pretending to befriend with Ling Hui.

During English lesson, Mr Fuad allowed us to do our own revision then there came the 3 cheeky boys - Mirza, Azmi & Ryhan. They tried to play a prank on Ling Hui, Minyi & me. Too lazy to describe. The most important thing was that I took my revenge on Ryhan! Hehe! Ryhan was taken aback by my action and everyone was laughing! Haha!

Is it wrong to paste a shirtless guy picture on the student's diary? Haha! During POA lesson, the french fry suddenly came into the classroom because she saw Belina was sleeping. I didn't know what she told her because I have my headset on and I'm revising my Bio. Before she go she walked near me and stand between me and Minyi. The french fry saw Cannavaro's shirtless picture on my student's diary! She flipped opened the cover page! She thought that belongs to Minyi so Minyi quickly pointed her finger at me. I was dumb-founded. The french fry knocked my head and said:"Aiyo! You're interested in such thing?" And she left. Haha! What's so wrong about the picture? Haha! It's not as if it's NUDE! Haha!

During Chinese lesson, Mdm Tan gave out the free newspaper. I told her that I want it. I turned to the sports section and saw Thorpey's photo! I totally went ga-ga over it. Haha! I took the newspaper home and took the newspaper from SPY and Melvin and cut it out. I guess I was nuts. Haha!

Olympics: Good news to Singapore! Li Jia Wei beat China's Wang Nan in table tennis. Will there be a medal after 44 years? Well, maybe her boyfriend can't do it, she can?

You have done well...

Mood: Semi- disappointed & semi - happy
Listening: Nothing

The Olympics badminton game just ended a few minutes ago. Susilo lost to the Thai player. It was rather disappointing. He lost 10 - 15 and 1 - 15! The second set was really a terrible result. Nevertheless, I did he has done his best. At least he have beaten China's World best! To able to get into the last 8 was quite an achievement but just not good enough to help Singapore to break the 40 years medal drought. My Dad was a great joker. He said that Susilo must be quarelling with his girlfriend, Li Jia Wei. She's a table tennis player. Maybe there's still a slim chance of hope?

Talking about doing well... I think I have done my best for my O level English Oral Examination. I really go all out to say whatever I want. I got the feeling that this was the best English oral I have ever done. For the reading section. I think I do quite ok. Although I do feel a little nervous but I'm still able to control my nerves and continue to read it smoothly. Not much mistakes as far as I know. I think I have done a better job than what I have done for my Chinese oral.

After the reading, I turned to the picture description part. I was rather stunned by the new syllabus! It's so different. I didn't even get to descript the picture much. The invigilator asked me what you think the teacher is telling the children. I said.........After saying my answer I tried to continue to describe the picture. Before I can continue to say, the invigilator suddenly popped another question. She asked me what I think those children will do after the teacher read the story to them. I answered that there might be 2 possibility...blah.... I think I talk quite a lot.

Finally, I ended my last sentence, the invigilator said:"Let's move to the conversation part." I was totally taken aback. I'm wondering, is that all? I have said all that I have prepared to say. Or did I say too much that the invigilator wanted me to shut up? Lol! I remembered Mr Fuad said that the invigilator usually will ask 3 questions but the teacher only asked me 2. I think the teacher really wanted me to shut up :x Lol!

Before going to the conversation part, the invigilator smiled at me and told me not to be panic and nervous. I was felt a little relief and smiled back. She's quite friendly after all. I remembered hearing Jiesi and Val's remarks about that Indian invigilator the moment they saw her face. Well, never judge a appearance by it's cover. Hehe!

At the conversation part, the invigilator asked when I feel lonely the most. I shared some of my 'lonely' experience and also crap a little. After all, it'll too dull to speak the truth. Lol! I also told them that loneliness is something that can’t be avoided because when we grow up we have to be independent and by that time our friends might not be there. Blah… Both invigilators nodded their head. That makes me really thrilled! Lol! I was like, wow, they agreed with me!! Haha! I crap after that. I somehow repeat my point by changing the sentence structure. Lol! I bet the invigilators don’t mind. Haha!

After that the invigilator asked me how I overcome my loneliness… I think I replied them with a convincing answered. Hopefully, they think that too. Finally, the invigilator asked the last question. They asked if I ever have a chance to work overseas, would I go. I gave them 1 definite answer, YES! Blah…Another convincing answer for the invigilators. Hope so. Ok, I'm allowed to leave their sight now. Haha! Hey! They only asked me 3 questions! I think that was good. Does it show I did talk a lot and it's enough for them to give me marks? Hopefully. Just have to pray hard. Overall, I feel great. I think I have done my best and there's no regret! For now, it's may God bless me.

Have to focus on my Chem/Bio practical now. It's on Saturday. Work hard and strive for excellence!

Talking about yesterday, I dream that Minyi took away my New Paper where there's Ian Thorpe's photo in it!! Haha! Isn't that funny. Actually, I can't really remember. I only remembered when I saw Minyi in school. Wahaha! This really amused me alot! Haha!

Lastly, I must thanks Ling Hui for reminding me to bring my IC and entry proof for today oral. Thanks alot! I feel so lucky. That might also be the reason that I did well (my own perspective).

Ok, ok, really the last time....I feel really sorry for Hui Xin for what's happening in her family. May God bless her.

Love prevail all!

I have a terrible headache right now. I guess because I'm depriving of sleep. After blogging, I'm going to jump into my bed. Anyway, I have edited someone love letter to someone. I think I did a great job! Lol!

Dear,

I hope you like the rose that I gave you that day. Red colored rose symbolizes “I love you”. I really do feel this way about you. It’s not a prank and I’m not fooling. I’m serious. This is the first time that I’m so serious about a girl.

You’re the one who really can brighten up my days and you’re also the one who make me feel so enthusiastic to come to school everyday. No one ever make me feel this way, except you.

I really hope that you will accept me when I reveal my name to you. I really want to be with you.

Human being tend to cherish someone when they lost one. I never want that to happen to me. I don’t want to regret and start cursing myself in the future for letting you slip away from my life. I really can’t bear to see you leave my sight. I’m afraid that I won’t have any chance to find you back again.

However, I don’t wish to burden you, as I know you’re facing pressure for your Prelims and O level. Continue to work hard and strive for excellence! All the best to you! I’ll speak to you again in the next letter.

Love prevail all!

With Love,
Your guarding star.

That someone didn't write so well but I guess with my touch of magic, it's so much better. Lol! Love prevail all!

I show Minyi my mini Ian Thorpe's photos collection today!!! She said he's so handsome. Lol! Of cos he is. Always! I won't go into so much of his victory as my sis has already mentioned. Another news, Susilo beat the German badminton player. He's into the last 8! All the best to him!

Geo lesson: We have geo test today. One word, hopeless. I didn't study for it. So nothing to complaint about.

POA lesson: Nothing much. The only thing was that Minyi went to the toilet for about 30min!! When she came back, she told me that she was grooming her hair and stuff and totally forget about the time. Duh!!

PE lesson: Floor ball rules! I scored again! Yahoo! I feel like Im a fox in box. Lol! However, I hate to play with the sec 3. Feel so weird. It's like do I know you? After that we have a dance. Chicky dance? Chicken dance? I don't know what's that but it's fun.

Form teacher period: I got back my progress report card! Nothing to show off about. I got a mediocre marks for English (too ashame to say it. Lol), 70 for Chinese (no surprise?!), 64 for Combine Human. (Damn! Should have done better if not for my History!),& 92 for Geography (Bravo!). Math and Science? Failed! Haha!

Chinese lesson: Boooooo! Boring teacher bored me to the core. One word, boredom!

Chemistry lesson: Quite fun but I got some scolding from the French fry because I didn't follow the instruction. Lol! But I think I was clam and I feel like I was ignoring her words. Hehe!

CME: William Hung is in da house! Ok, it's just our stupid-irritating-it's-not-my-fault teacher! He's such an irritant and he look and sound so much like William Hung. Haha!

Ok, I can't stand it anymore. I gotta go and find my bed or it will never come to me.

Plug: Luthien, Julia

Friday the 13

So what's the big deal with that? Lol!

Happy birthday to my sis! I never bought her any present. Hehe! So sorry! I'm too busy to buy anything for you. But I give my big heart to you ok? Lol!

I watched Italy VS Ghana this morning so Im worn out when Im in school. Italy draw with Ghana. I'm satisfy with the result. I believe there's hope for the young Italian team. Gilardino was great. But his action always reminded me of Inzaghi. Lol! Kinda expected that Pirlo was going to be the captain because he's the oldest there. Lol! Actually, he's only 24. Haha!

Olympic soccer is only for players under 23 and they only allow 3-4 over-age player. The moment I saw Pirlo, I was like. Aiyo! That sleepy face again! Haha! Pirlo was wearing jersey no. 10. Weeee! Totti's number! Haha! No wonder in the senior team. When there's Totti, there wont be Pirlo. When there's Pirlo it means no Totti. Haha!

Dilemma

Mood:
Listening: Nothing

Should I or shouldn't I?

I got a B3 for my Chinese O level which I think was NOT GOOD AT ALL! I got a merit for my oral which I also think that it was NOT GOOD AT ALL! I know I will get such result for my oral because I know I did badly for my oral. I'm so disappointed when my friends were able to get distinction for their oral and not me! I remembered I get the highest for my Chinese oral in MYE. But so what? I screwed all up during my oral! It sucks!

I only have 2 choices now, retake my Chinese O level or don't. I don't feel like retaking. Maybe if I get distinction for my oral, I might want to retake it. But I got just a merit! This really got me into trouble! I was afraid that if I retake it again, I'll still get a B3!!! Even my cousin said that I have to try my luck which I doesn't want to. I hate to play with luck and sort of stuffs. It's hard for me to ask others for suggestion because it'll just prove to be useless because the outcome will depend on me! Argh!

Anyway, my sis's birthday is tomorrow! Hm... Not idea what to buy for her. Haha! Maybe just treat her better? Lol!

Plug: Jojo, Jaclyn

I'm not a lesbian

Mood:
Listening: Amala

I don't know how those gang of girls arrived at this statement. They said Minyi is a lesbian?! This really put a big question mark on my head. How can she be one? I don't believe. Anyway, Minyi never say about thing about this, it's only those girls' theory. Ling Hui asked me to be careful because Minyi might target me. I was like... What? Even if she really target me, I can only say I'm not a lesbian. I definitely can be her friend but nothing more than that because I always love my boyfriend. Haha!

I think Minyi is really ill-fated. She always been treated like a little pest. I have already told her that Serene and gang are not a group of nice people. Yet, she refused to take my advice. Well, I can't really blame her maybe she's just too pure innocent or she's just plain silly?

Anyway, no matter what. I'll just stay to my own opinion about her. She's already ill fated enough, I shall be a little angel and continue to entertain her. Lol! She wasn't so bad after all. Only sometimes when she talked, no one understand what's she's talking about. Haha!

Nevertheless, I won't treat her like how they all treated her. It's not that I want to pretend to be nice. I just find that it's not necessary and it's plain childish to treat her this way.

Plug: Albee, Yinx, Jojo

Last day of holidays!

Mood:
Listening: Jet - Are you gonna be my girl

Booooooooo! Damn it! Have to go back to school tomorrow! So boring! Argh! There's History test tomorrow and Bio test on Thurs. *sigh* Prelim is coming and I have to work hard. I only study a bit of History and I just flipped through my Bio notes. *sigh* Have to study later. So boring!

Anyway, I'm still waiting for my new domain to be activate! Wee! At least there's something to be cheer about. Haha! My new domain will be chocolate-mango.net Haha! My mum asked me why we choose this name because it's sounds like we're selling some fruits or something. Haha! Of cos there's reason behind it. Wait till the domain is up and you'll know. Erm... Currently, thinking of a new layout for the domain. It's just so hard to think. Can't think of a person to feature on the layout. Well, wait till the domain is activate then.

I love the new Nike ad!!! This guy is so handsome and cuteee! I wonder who he is. Lol! I took some screen caps of him in the ad.

Don't you love him too? Hehe!

Plug: Yinx, Jojo, Mel

Moscow Circus!

6th, 7th, 8th, 9th & 10th! Wee! No school! But I have to study for tests. *sigh* Well, it's ok, it's only Bio and History.

I went to Moscow Circus with my sis yesterday. I thought it was rather boring but it turned out to be quite fun to watch. Some performances are awesome and it really make us laugh. I love the the last performance! The guy who was performing is soooooooo handsome!!! I get so excited each time when it was his turn to perform his trick. He's so cuteeee! Oopps! So sorry, there I go again. Haha! But too bad didn't mange to take his photo. What a waste right? I can only count on my memory to remember his face. Aww...Haha! Anyway, I took some pathetic photos using my phone. Haha! Although the pictures seem to look so small, we can actually see very clearly. Don't you know that photos tell lies too? Haha!

1st photo (The starting performance) 2nd Photo (Just the stage) 3rd Photo (Some awesome performance. Lol!)

Thanks to those who comments on the site. I'm going out now. I'll get back to ya guys later!

Plug: Jojo, Albee, Erin, Teri, Luthien, Virgo, Margo, Andi

Time & tides, wait for no man...

Mood:
Listening: 3 Doors Down - Here without you

Today is 5th Aug 2004.

2 more days to the activation of our own domain!!!!!
4 more days to National Day.
5 more days to Ilhan Mansiz's birthday.
6 more days to history test.
7 more days to Bio test.
8 more days to the release of O level MT result!!!!!!!!
10 more days to erm... LH's birthday.
12 more days to the due date of CME project.
16 more days to Prelim Bio & Chem practical!!!!!!!!
28 more days to the start of Prelim!

There's not much time left!!

Anyway, I think I'm going to Junction 8 with my sis then we go to the Moscow Circus together. Hm... Nothing much today. Oh yay! When we were buying the tickets, we saw a guy that looks like Zambrotta! Lol! Isn't it Ironic? Haha!

M is such a troublesome person. If you like a person, yea maybe you can seek help from her friends. But don't you think you SMSes me too much? He kept asking this and that. So irritating. I can help you but not as much. If she don't like you, what can I do right? Frankly speaking, there's 99.9% that... She won't like you! Hehe! When I asked L, if M like you, will you like M? She said she rather like me!! Lol! That's hillarous!

According to today's Speech relay (if I didn't hear wrongly), gay sex is banned and it's illegal in Singapore but lesbian sex is not (but you have to do it privately). WTF?! Lol!

My Antonio Cassano fanlisting is approved by TF.Org! Yay! I'm so happy! Now I already got hold of Totti, Canna & Cassano FLs! So happy!!

Borrowed 2 books from the library today. Also borrowed 2 comics from Melvin.

Nothing much. Bye!

Where is the french fry?

We have Chem practical after school. Before the practical, LH, M.Y & me was sitting somewhere outside the Chem lab. We're talking about 'What kind of guys do we like?' It's pretty interesting. When it's 3:27 PM, Melvin came and tell us that Mrs Tan was already here. So we quickly went to take our stuffs.

When I looked into the lab, I saw no one. So I was like talking quite loudly, "How come I didn't see her? Where is the french fry?" To my horror, Mrs Tan, indeed, was already in the lab and she heard what I said!! Haha!

Those who where outside the lab were all laughing. I can't help but to laugh too. Anyway, she did call herself 'French Fry'. I don't think I'm wrong and I'm just kidding. Lol!

Also, I found out that Mirza was reading my blog. *ahem* I think he didn't read something I blog yesterday. Luckily, I deleted that sentence before he see it. Phew! Or else when the secret is leak out. I become someone who is not trust worthy anymore. Hehe!

After practical, I saws someone familiar sitting at the bus stop. Before I could figure out who is he, he saw me and quickly stand up and walk to another seat to sit down. I felt weird. Aha! It's Xiao Gang! I ran to the bus stop and he kept running away from me as though as I'm a ghost or what. He's so 'Dao'! Argh!

After that I SMSed him asked him why was he so scared of me. He replied me by saying that actually he was scared of my friends behind me. *Diao* He scared they got the wrong idea. He's so DUMB! Just can't help saying that. He is really dumb!

If he didn't react in such a weird way, my friends wouldn't even notice him. I told him that they all knew that he's SPY's boyfriend, there won't be any misunderstanding! Oh God! Dumb! He even blamed me for not accompanying him to wait for SPY. Argh! *Kick him*

Boyfriend or friends? Can you make a decision? Which one will you choose? Who is more important? Which one will last longer? Who will you choose to treasure more? Who will you neglect more? Is it really hard to balance both friends & boyfriend?

Should be 100% confirm not going out with SPY & co. on Saturday. Go ahead with your own date. I have mine too. I'm busy too.

Oh! Forget to say that I got 20/25 for my social studies! Hehe! But Mrs Yeo said that I got language problems. Well, sort of. But the problems only applied on the 2nd question because when I was writing my answer for the 2nd question, I was already half asleep. My language became atrocious. Hehe!

M keep pestering me about LM. Haha! That's the power of love. I don't think he will suceed. Well, even if he slim down I doubt he can win her heart. Haha!

Plug: Courtney

I'm the top scorer!

Mood:
Listening: Hoobastank - The Reason

We played floor ball during PE lesson. Surprisingly Im the top scorer together with Mirza! Hehe! I'm so happy! Hehe! My friedns started calling me 'top scorer'. Hehe! The difference between me and Mirza is...I'm a girl and he's a boy! Lol! I felt great! Anyway, I think I was rather lucky to score both goals. Those girls are just...*ahem* I shall not make further comments. Haha!

When you're doing well, people will warmly welcome you. When you're down and out, be prepare to say goodbye.

I did study for Chemistry but the result didn't reflect much. Well, I quite dumb and hopeless. Nevertheless, I can't give up :) One day, I want to hear Mrs Tan praise me instead of Minyi. That girl, I think she did study but she keep saying she didn't. WTF?! Oh god! She's always like that. Mrs Tan was acting cute again. Haha! She name herself the french fries and together with Ms Fahizah and Mdm Soh, they're the 3 french fries. *diao* After that Nurul said that Ms Sudeeren is the NUGGETS!! Haha! That's funny!

During CME, it was damn lame. Mr Tang was simple tooooo boring. So, I used a red marker pen and wrote "you suck" on a piece of paper and paste it on the table so that he can see. Lol! That was fun! Jiesi & co. was there laughing away. Well, CME really suck!

I'm going to the Moscow Circus. Erm... Excited or not? Not sure. Although I have never been to the circus before, I have never thought of going. I think it's a waste of money and boring. Well, I don't really know if it's boring or not. It's my sister who requested to go. I told her it's quite a waste of money but she insisted that she wanted to go.

I felt... I really got nothing to say. Maybe that's her wish. Just like how much I wanted my Roma jersey so much. She might think it's a waste of money too. What's I wanted to emphasis here is that.

I really really wanted to say to my great Papa, I love you so much! He's so nice. He eventually took out his money and give it to my sis and allowed her to go with me. To me it's really a waste of money but I just wanna say it again, but Papa willing to spend such money! He always tries to give us whatever we want. I really feel so fortunate.

Liverpool V Roma tomorrow. Totti is injured again!!!!!!! Damn! Hope he get well soon. Miss ya!

Plugs: Justin, Yinx, Nadia, Melody

Classroom aroma

Mood:
Listening: Outkast - Roses

I have a headache when I was in the classroom. Victoria's perfume is making me giddy. The smell is simple too strong!! I wonder did she buy those cheapskate perfume. Lol!

1 more month to go. Prelim is coming!! I'm quite scared! I'm not really prepared, esp, for subjects like Maths and Science. Others is still alright. *sigh* Also, 13th Aug is not only my sis birthday, it's also the released of Chinese O level result!!

It's mean, that day is not just a Friday the thirteen, it's also my doom day! *finger crossed* I really really hope I can get the grade that I wanted because I doesn't want to study Chinese anymore! I have already dumped all those 'Chinese stuffs' behind!! I don't want to go back and study everything. Chinese is my best subject but it doesn't means I like this subject! It's sickening!

Anyway, I really want to tell LH that I'm so touched by her action. Hehe! I was just kidding that I said I wanted to go ITE and she was like hitting my head and said I wont go to ITE. Hehe! Thanks! I hope all of us get to the Poly that we wanted to. I hope she get to the right place for herself. Be it to JC or Poly. Even if your parent want you to go JC, so what?! You know yourself more than your parent. You'll know what's best for yourself. Don't be too pressurized by your parents ok? :)

Actually, I think our friendship really build up a lot during the June holidays. Sometimes, it's pushed down a little because of some problems. I think that's perfectly alright, that's just part and parcel of our life. Sometimes, I'm wondering, SPY, HT & LH, who's better. Haha! One day, I'll come to a conclusion. Sound a little pathetic that seem like I only have 3 friends? Lol! Nah! They're just the 3 exclusive ones. Although I never seem to find someone who share the same interest as me but having these 3 is already enough. For now I can only say that my sis is still the best!

Good guys are always not availiable! :(

I cut my hair!

Mood:

I cut my hair again. I think I look better this way. Haha. More like my own age. I look older with my long hair. Haha! Also, I don't know how to tie my hair. I always feel I suck so much with my hair tied in school. So that's it, just snip it off!

Roma won Celtic 1-0 and Totti scored! That's good enough for me. Nothing much today. Yesterday Chem mock test was quite easy but... Don't think the result will be very good. hehe! That's all for today!