Everything came pouring when I'm sick

I'm down with flu, fever and sore throat and I STILL have to go to school. Normally, I'd have happily skip school!!!!! This time round is different. I have to go back to school to complete the group work project!! I still have to go to school tomorrow because tomorrow is the presentation! ARGH!! Bloody hell! Why do I have to be sick at this period of time when I need my energy the most!!

So frustrated with one of my group member! It's fine that she is not going to contribute anything but she kept asking stupid questions. Does she even know what we are doing? That day we were supposed to go to National library together but she went home instead. She ALWAYS doesn't have the time. She is just waiting for our instructions!!! ACK!!!

The worst has yet to come...... SHE IS GOING TO BE IN THE SAME GROUP AS ME FOR THE NEXT GROUP ASSIGNMENT. My lecturer is so FUCKING STUPID. She asked the class this question:"Are you all happy with your previous group and wish to continue to stay in the same group? If so please put up your hand." For fuck sake! This is such a stupid question!!! If I'm not happy, can I really said it???? How would the person look at me the next time. You know, I don't want to make enemy. Anyway, I don't even have a choice because the are fucking happy with their group members.

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! That day when we have not even decide our group members, the rest have already did. Then class leader asked us:" Is it ok to let C join you 2?" STUPID!! Can we really say NO!? NO RIGHT?! STUPID! It's like as if we still have a choice.

I didn't talk much to anyone yesterday because I'm like....hating everyone who sits on the right side of the class.... ARGH! ARGHHHH!! When I reached home I still have to draw those cartoon animals...Im not feeling well!!! But I still have to do it!!! I'm dying soon! I almost can't take it but I just have to hang on to it.

Christmas is coming!

Good news, I bought something small for my Monsters! The bad news is... I don't know when did I put those small present now! Gosh! Gotta ask my sister to find for me. Hm.... I don't know what to buy for Kate! She sent me those tons of magazines, I should at least give her something in return right? But I can't send Cassano to him!! Errrr... Maybe just send her a card. LOL.

Look!! It's chipmunks!!!!

I saw it at the gift shop and these 2 are so A-D-O-R-A-B-L-E!! So I convinced my sis to bought it for me. In order to be fair, I told her to buy 2!! One for me and another for her. Hehe! The one with black nose is mine! Weeee! SO CUTEE! GRACE! I GOT IT!! Haha!

School sucks! Assignments suck! I have to complete mine by this Tuesday and I got another group assignment on Thursday! SUCKS! Tomorrow sucks! Everyday sucks! Why I have not watch Harry Potter? Argh! Sucks!

Story Of My Life
Bon Jovi

Yesterdays a memory
Another page in history
You sell yourself on hopes and dreams
That leaves you feeling sideways.
Tripping over my own feet
Trying to walk to my own beat
Another car out on the street trying to find the Highway
Yeah, Are you going my way?

[Chorus]
This is the story of my life
And I write it everyday
I know it isn't black and white
And it's anything but grey
I know that no I'm not alright, but I feel ok cos
Anything can, everything can happen
That's the story of my life

I gonna write the melody
That's gonna make history,
And when I paint my masterpiece I swear I'll show you first
There just ain't a way to see who and why or what will be
Till now is then
It's a mystery, it's a blessing and a curse
Or something worse

[Chorus]
This is the story of my life
And I write it everyday,
And I hope you're by my side when I'm writing the last page

I prefer to be a loner than teamwork.

I'm so freaking tired! Not physically but mentally! I'm kinda stress up with all the assignments that I have to hand in. Argh! I make a mistake for my previous assignment!! All I can hope for is teacher's mercy. *sigh*

The few days, the module with Reggina was slightly more interesting than the rest. I only like the day (Tuesday) when we have to show how we going to teach the children a rhyme or story.

Before I go on to say, I just have to sigh again. Those people are so bad! They pushed the one and only unwanted member to me and L. That unwanted member didn't really help or contribute anything! Oh! Another sad case. Okay, back to what I said just now... L picked a rhyme that was related to football. Hohoho! Just right for me then I actually came up with something else. I told my members that L will rap the rhyme while the others clap to the beat of the song We will rock you. I don't know why I just find it funny. I'm like bringing rock to the children. Hahaha.

Whatever it is, when I think back right now, I felt it's quite inappropriate for the children. LOL! Never mind. I am just so not creative at certain things. by the way, I just wanna sigh again. I can get along well with L & E but they are the ones that are not going to be in the same class for some of the other modules. I CAN get along well with the others too but well... NOT really CAN get along SO well after all. Sometime I just prefer to be a loner.

Anyway,, I finally meet my Monsters Association members yesterday! It has been like so long that I have never seen them. Haha. I'm so sorry SPY, I didn't know why I told L that you are from Singapore Poly. The worst part was that I can't even remember what course she is taking. I must be out of my mind. Perhaps, I am just too tired.

No mood to put any pictures. lol.

Random rattling

So many things to say and I don't know where to begin.

These few days, there is like a sudden surge that everyone is finding me. Haha.If I didn't remember wrongly, Bilson smsed me on Sunday. Haha. He said it's been a long time since we contact each other and asked how I was doing. Strange enough, Ben suddenly talked to me on MSN messenger last night and said the same thing as Bilson. Hello people! I am still in one peice. Nothing is going to happen to me. LOL.

Anyway, I get to know this girl when I was playing A3. She told me that she played this game was because of her ex-boyfriend. =/ She wanted to know what her ex-boyfriend was doing so... Well, I was curious so I asked her alot of questions. Hehe. She said her boyfriend likes phone sex and oral sex ($#$^^#%^%^#$%). Although she doesn't like it at all, she wants to make him happy and so she agree to whatever he asked for.Okay, this is silly. She was so mad that why she treated him so good and he treated her like shit. After 4 months, she still can't get over it.

Hmmm... I know sometimes girls are more emotional but can't get over this kind of guy?!?! What a world! She kept complaining about everything little thing about him. Haha. I actually enjoy listening to her story. The most funny thing was that she keep scolding him, "basket" when it suppose to be "bastard'. I kinda pity her too. Guys are always the one who are more emotion-less. So.... Girls, don't be a silly. Don't give everything to a guy that don't worth your love. If you have done so, don't end up crying and blah blah blah... sigh.

Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire premiere this Thursday! I'm more excited to see Tom Felton than Daniel Radcliffe. LOL! Spy wanted to watch with the rest of the memebers of Monsters association but no one replied her except for me. Haha. So poor thing. I guess Greeny is most likely unable to make it. *sigh* No time. No time. No time. So we must make time eh?!

I hate this module - Music and movement. I hate to move! LOL. I can't wait ti finish this module! Arghh! I just have the feelings that the teacher doesn't likes me. Haha. Whatever! I don't like her too.

Everything is so boring. Sitting at home is more interesting.

Success don't come overnight, fool

I love it! I love it! Haha! I actually have no idea about doing this layout. I wanted to feature Tommy (again) but I have no idea what to do with all the photos. So I went around looking for inspiration. I actually go the idea from Steph. I mixed and matched with so many photos and in the end I decided to put Tommy & Nikki together for my layout! Phew! Luckily, my layout turned out to be different from Steph or she might sue me for copyright. Lol!

Nothing much these days. I'm just slacking away playing A3 and not doing my 2 assignments. Haha. Well, I shall complete my 1 assigment by this Sunday. No choice, I have to!

Hmm... Some thoughts still linger in my head. I remembered what she said. She must be very upset with herself. A period of time, when Im somehow in a state of depression, everything look so bad to me. I hate myself for not being able to be more sociable. . Take a step each time as I walk, time will fly past easily. Right now I don't care about it anymore. Sometime, it's really hard to change myself because I'm already 17! Haha. I know that I'm not that old but somehow I don't think I can change much about myself. Hmmm... The only thing that I change is my mindset, maybe. Just have to take things as it is and walk on. No use bothering about something that can't be change.

Difficult times have helped me to understand better than before, how infinitely rich and beautiful life is in every way, and that so many things that one goes worrying about are of no importance whatsoever...- Isak Dinesen

Suddenly, I just thought of saying about this. I'm somehow like Andrea Pirlo. If you doesn't know him, just for your info, he is an Italian footballer =/ In terms of characteristics, he looks like a quiet person and often mistaken as someone who is anti-social. Haha. In actaul fact, according to Nesta, his bestfriend, he is a chatterbox. This shows that he only talks alot to his bestfriends. This is the same for me. I am not like Hui Ting, someone who can just talk alot to anybody. I can only speak what I feel, how I think or anything to my close friends. So often, people thought that I am someone who looks serious & quiet. I can prove it to you by showing my primary & secondary schools report books. All teachers were fooled by me! Haha! They don't know how destructive this girl can be. Wahaha!

There's also another thing that I can learn from him. He was born so wealthy because his dad own steel industry in Italy. He can actually choose not to work and wait for his dad to die and carry on his business but he didn't do so. He didn't stay at home and shakes his leg. Since young he loves playing football and he is not interested in his father's business at all. When he was in Inter Milan, he works very hard to try to get into a 1st team place. However, he has been too often overlooked by Inter Milan. That doesn't make him give up everything. Anyway, Inter Milan is a bloody fool club. Right now, he is a sucessful defensive midfielder for AC Milan as well as his country. Look! Pirlo is not as handsome as Totti but he has so much to offer. So much offer for me to admire him for 3 years. LOL. Okay, he is married with 1 kid and his wife is not that pretty. Haha. What am I talking about.

Sorry, off topic for awhile, bloody Starhub! I miss watching Serie A!! EPL is never the same as Serie A! I miss watching my Roma & Milan!

Okay, back to the topic. I am not filthy rich and I doesn't know what I actually want in life but I know one day I will know. Perhaps when I grow older. Right now, I won't give up on myeslf. I should persevere on and keep on looking for what I really want.

Everyone has to work hard to get where they are right now. Just believe it. Just like, I believe someday, I will fly to Italy. Someday, I might move in with my buddy. Someday, I will find my Mr. right. Nothing is to be hurry.

You will be okay

I'm so sad to hear that you got such problem. This illness can be cure right?Next time when we go out, we don't eat those stuffs that you can't eat. We will all eat healthy food, ok? We will all be healthy monster. No more Bah Kut Teh, no more malay food, no more seoul garden and etc. Don't be sad ok? I will fight together with you! Get well soon. After that can eat whatever you want again!! Weeee!

You will be okay very soon because Monster's God told me so!

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I want to change to wordpress!! Gotta find help tomorrow! I need to change the layout too or it will be too similar with my Monsters' blog.

Ridding on the train...

...is more interesting that going to school. This afternoon when I was on the train, I looked around those people and observe them. Everyone is just so interesting. LOL. There was an old lady sat beside me and she was reading a book. I was like "whao!" because she looks like she was in her late 70s! Anyway, she was reading a bible. Haha.

School sucks. The same goes for most of my friends. Ming Geng just complained to me today that all his friends at poly are fuckers, backstabbers... *sigh* So poor thing.

Good luck to Grace & HT for your English O level exam! Jai You! Buon Fortuna! Gambatte! No tips from me. Haha. Just do your best. My English suck but I managed to pass, you guys can do it too!

I saw Get naked video this afternoon... Hahaha... Speechless.

Not easy being a mother

Don't feel like blogging today because Im not in a blogging mood. Haha. Anyway, I met a Chinese aunty on the MRT. She asked me how to off the silent for her handphone. After that she told me about her son. She was very angry with her son. She bought him her $200++ digital camera for him and he lent it to his friend and now his friend didn't return him.

Well, if Im his mother, I will be very furious too. She told me other stuffs too but I bet I don't have to type down everything right? Haha. I can remembered very clearly that she said:"Being a mother is really hard." She looks so poor thing and she sounded like she is so in a grief. Well, ladies and gentlemen, please appreciate what your mama and papa did for your okay? Hehe.

I was hearing the Live version of If I die tomorrow and before the song starts, Nikki Sixx said:"Live fucking life today man, don't fucking worry about tomorrow." Well, that's so true.

Fuck yea

That company is really bloody hell. It's as you they pay their workers $5000+. It's only $1100+ and they want their workers to work until they finished everything!! Sometime their workers have to work till 12am and they don't always get their OT. WTF? Wondering what's that company? It's some famous chocolate brand's company. $%#$%#$%#$%$%@$

Some people is really despo. He said that he is old and needs to look for girlfriend. Well, he is only 16 years old!!! This little boy is really crazy. Then he said he is afraid that he will fail his O level but he kept SMSes me when he was studying. *sigh* Hey boy! Don't end up like me, getting an undesirable grades when I think I can do better?! Maybe.

Yesterday, my Dad cooked ba ku teh. Yummy.

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From Erika:
I can't give ya candy over the computer but I have a little something on my Halloween goodie bag for you!! Entire show (2 disks) there for ya. Enjoy and let me know how you like it ♥

Guess what? It's Motley Crue live @ Hartford Civic Center. =) Just too bad there are only songs and not something visible. Damn. Just remembered that I lost the video of them performing at UK & Live 8.

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Fight For Your Rights
Motley Crue

Can't break the chains
Can't solve the pain
Can't rhyme problem with reason

Not taking sides
Just asking why
Does the pain eat the children

Who wrote the Bible
Who set the laws
Are we left to history's flaws

And if you're out there
Then let me hear (hey)
And take a look in the mirror

Fight fight for your rights
Fight fight for your rights

Can't name no names
Of who's to blame
For cries out in the sky We're all slaves to time
No color's right
Throw our hate into the fire

Martin Luther
Brought the truth
The color of our blood's the same

So break the chains
And solve the pains
And we all become one race

Fight fight for your rights
Fight fight for your rights

Oh people people
Is the scar too deep
You can't hold a man's soul
By the color of his keys
A tear o' blood runs from my eye
But somehow I can never