The pillar of truelove stands

I wanted to blog about the "event" that happen yesterday but after several thoughts, I think I should just forget about it. She doesn't deserve a space in my blog. I saw something in Durgay's blog so I thought I should post that too. Lol.

Read it if you are interested...

Something which i found somewhere... For all to read.. Although.... No Comments...

My husband is a scientist by profession, I love him for his steady-being
nature, and I love the warm feeling while lean against his broad shoulder.

Three years in the courtship and now, two years into marriage, I would have
to admit, I am getting tired of it, the reasons of me loving him before has
now transform into the cause of all the restlessness. I am a sentimental
woman and extremely sensitive and exquisite when it comes to relationship
and feelings, I yearn for romantic moments, as though a little boy yearning
for candy. And my husband, is just a contrast of me, his lack of
sensitivity, and of all, inability of bringing romantic moments into our
marriage has disheartened me about love. One day, I finally decided to tell
him my decision, that I want a divorce.

"Why?" he asked, shocking.

"I am tired, there aren't reasons for everything in the world" I answered.

He kept silent the whole night, seems to be in deep thoughts the whole
night
with cigarette lighted all the times. My feeling of disappointment is
getting intense, a man who can't even express his detainment, what else can
I hope from him? And finally he asked :" What can I do to change your
mind?"
Somebody said it right, it's hard to change a person's personality, and I
guess, I have started losing faith in him. Look deep into his eyes and I
slowly answered : "Here is a question, if you can find the answer in my
heart, I will change my mind, Let say, I love a flower at a mountain cliff,
and we both sure that the making you to pick the flower will cause death,
will you do it for me?"

He said :" I will give you your answer tomorrow...." My heart just sink by
listening to his respond.

The next morning, he was not around, and I saw a piece of paper with his
scratching writing, underneath a glass of warm milk,

It goes....

"Dear, I would not pick that flower for you, but please allowed me ! to
fu rther explain the reasons "

This first line has already break my heart. I continue reading.

"You can only type with computer and always messed up the programs in the
PC, and cries in front of screen, I have to saved my fingers so that I can
help to restore the programs. You always left the house key behind, I have
to save my legs to rush home for opening the door for you. You love
traveling but always lose your way in a new city, I have to save my eyes to
leads you the way.

You always has the cramp whenever your "good friend" approach every month,
I have to save my palm so that I can calm the cramp at your tummy. You like
to stays indoor, and I worries that you will be infected by infantile autism.

I have to save my mouth to tells you jokes and stories to cure your
boredom.
You always stared at the computers, and that do no good to your eyes, I
have
to save my eyes so that when we grow older, I can help to clip your
nails,and help to removed those annoying white hairs. I will hold your
hand,
stroll down the beach, enjoying the sunshine and the beautiful sands...
tells you the colour of flowers, just like the glow on your young face...

Thus, my dear, before I am sure there are someone who loves you more than I
do... I would not pick the flower, and die.. "

My tears drops on the letters, and blurred the ink of his hand writing...
and I resume my reading...

"And now, dear... you have finished reading my answer, if you are satisfied
with these answers, please open the door of our house, I am standing
there,with your favorites bread and fresh milk... I rush to pull open the
door, and saw his anxious face, with his hand holding tight on the milk and
bread.... Oh I am sure no one ever love me as much, and now I have decided
to leave the flower alone...

That's life, or some said, love, when one is surrounded by love, the feeling of excitement fade away, and one tend to ignore the true love lies in between the peace and dullness.

Love shows in any form, even a very little and corny form, it has never
been a model, it could be the most incurious form.. . flowers, romantic moments is only the buckish formed on the surface of the relationship.

Under all these, the pillar of truelove stands... and that's our life... love, but not words win the arguments...

Monsters' Outing

In pictures:




Didn't Grassy face tell you all? Haha. It isn't exactly that boring. However, you really need to be very patient with the prawns.

Happenings in 15th - 17th

15th - June
Free meal from Mr nice guy

It's my so-called last dinner with Jordan & ZG so ZG decided to treat me to eat Ajisen. Also, due to the previous day issue that I have troubled Jordan and other days free deserts and drinks, I decided to treat Jordan.

Gay scene on the way for lunchJordan: (asking me) Why you want to treat me?
ZG: Actually, it's me who want to treat you. Im shy to say that I'm treating you. So I say Im treating her and then she treats you.
Jordan: *touch*

When we will going up the escalator, Jordan tired to pretend to hold ZG's hand which scared the hell out of ZG. Haha.

We were served by a young lady, who was in her early 20s. Jordan was so sure that she is a Japanese which of cos sounded like a joke to both ZG & me. After awhile, there goes his bullshit theory again... He told us that the lady's hair on her hand is very long. Then he said that those with hairy hand is usually very horny. Once again, both ZG & me felt very cold inside us. That sounds like a total rubbish to us -__- He then added that Jovin's hand is also very hairy. MUAHAHHAHA! Then I told that her big-sized bf must be very satisfying. Lol!

After the meal, everything was paid by ZG! Haha. We didn't bully him and I swear that I didn't! Haha. He did it out of his own will.

17th - June
Happy Father's day

I treat my Papa pizza hut for dinner so he get to rest for a day and get to eat some "hao liao". =) However, the sad things is when my parent ask, "does your sis even know that it's Father's day?" Well, it beats me. I have no idea too.

I ordered 2 set of Basil Crayfish and a thin Hawaiian pizza (no photo). The crayfish was juicy and definitely better than the one I ate at Jack's Place the previous day. The sweet sauce was also very appetizing.

Order 'Chicken' from Thailand or China?

Another boring day, whereby me trying to find things to do during work. I guess the only fun times was during lunch. My lunch time is more like a lunch cum dinner because it's 4pm. Haha.

Anyway, I ate with Jordan & XG, there wasn't anything interesting except for this topic...

XG: They going to kick me out soon.
Jordan: I give you tips to earn more la. Go Geylang and be pimp..

*nonsense conversation*

Jordan: My friends always go there and seek pleasure.
Me: o_O He find what country one? China ar?
Jordan: No la. Thailand one. Thai one more cheap. $80 can do 2 times. China one $80 can only do 1 time. They more expensive.
Me: Hahaha. So experience, you try before ar.
Jordan: No le. I only go there eat. I don't accompany them go find.
Me: You don't have the need meh?
Jordan: I got self control.
Me: -_-'''

*turn to XG*

Jordan: You got need anot?
XG: *silence*
Jordan: You throw men's face ar. We both men, you don't dare to answer.
XG: Yar lar! Yar lar!

Muahahaha... It might not sound right now when it's being typed out. If you get to hear the real conversation, it's darn funny! When was about to go to the ladies, he saw me and asked me, "eh... Your Shaun got need anot?" I nearly "peng". He is really crappy. I fogotten to tell him to go and ask Shaun himself. Haha.

Your Mind is PG-13 Rated

Your mind is definitely a little dirty. You're naughty, but not trashy. You don't shy away from a dirty joke, and you're clearly not a prude.

Do You Have a Dirty Mind?

Money bring couples together.

Yesterday, I went for lunch with Jordan and I was telling him about Jovin's talking attitude to her soon-to-be hubby. Jordan didn't seem surprise about it. He then told me that her soon-to-be hubby is.... *putting his hand by his side and slowly putting further for each side* Lol. I hope you can get what I mean because I'm very bad in describing something. Haha. Well, it simply just means that THE GUY IS FAT LA~! Then we come to this conclusion...

They are together because he is RICH!

Talking about yesterday...

While I was on my way to the MRT train I saw a very familiar face. So I took a few more looks at this person. Strange enough he also kept looking at me. I think very hard and tried to figure it out who is this person. *blink* Suddenly,I realized he is that Siang long Shi Ba Zhang. Haha. I think at the same time, he realized who I am too. From last time, a xiao bai lian face to a more er... man's face...lol. He indeed has change quite alot.

Well, that's all for now.

Believe in yourself, nothing can stop you...

Went to watch Shrek 3 last night. The show was funny and surprisingly educating. Other than those funny acts and jokes, there was this part that Shrek said something meaningful to Artie. It was something like, "If people think you are stupid, you are scary..etc. Just let them think whatever you are. If you believe in yourself, nothing can stop you from what you going to do." Er... Well, I think that's more of my own version. Haha. I can't remember what he said exactly. Watch it if your June holidays is too dull!

Right now, I can't wait for Transformer to be up in the cinema! My all-time favourite cartoon during my younger days. So many movies to watch this June and coming July....Im going broke for this month. AHHH!

THANKS for much for the opportunity

I felt so damn fuck up. I need to calm down before putting my words into sentences and paragraphs. Now I don't know how should I say it....

This morning Jovin called me but I didn't pick up her call. Then she smsed me and said she putting me to go for the Seed Power Conference in JB. So I innocently thought I can just replied her later.

When she called me again at around afternoon, I told her that I don't wish to go. She kept persuading me and mentioned that it is a very good opportunity and blah blah. Plus, she said that even Jean wish to go but she don't get the chance. Please la! We all know that she doesn't like Jean, it's 100% sure that she won't bring Jean along.

After that I asked her if I could give her an answer by tomorrow. She repiled, NO. I was like... WTF?! This Sat is the Seed Power conference, she didn't even ask me earlier and only ask me now wtf she think she can just ask me today and confirm by today?

Then I told her that I have sometime on. Then she asked me why do I want to miss out this big opportunity just because I want to enjoy going out this Sat. I was like thinking to myself about this.

Then forget it because no matter what she said I still said no. Then around 6pm, I went to check my company email...To my horror, they already put my name in their list even before I say, "yes" or "no".

Worse is.. it's 7th - 10th la! Jovin said it's only 1 day! Big fat idiot liar. I hate people who do things without asking people. If it's in Singapore, I'm really fine with it but it's in JB le! She think I don't have to ask my parent? HELLO?! I'm only 19! Idiot!

Forget it! I'm not going... She can go alone.