我们了解自己多少

"You don't understand me. You have misunderstood me. In reality, how much do we understand oneself?"

After all the packing and throwing, I found a card that my sister bought for me when I'm still in primary school. The quote is written as above. Isn't it meaningful?

While I was throwing many stuffs away, I saw a numbers of letters from...SPY. It was all the past but I just happen to read this..."You are so easily contented with everything. All I see is your happy and angry face. No troubles at all." Deep inside, I felt sad when I read this..Well, I mean LAST time when I read that line. Maybe last time, she was too young and naive to even really know the real me.

Yes, I am that contented with everything because I don't take things for granted. Even I am having the worst time of my life, I never ever like to show my sulky face when I go out with my friends. Why would I want to spoil all my friends' mood? Well, always spare a thoughts for the others. If you think you are in a bad mood and going to show your black face to your friends when you are out. I advised you to stay at home.

As what he has said... Thinking about the past will just make people sad. So...TALK CRAP IS THE BEST! =D

Gateway to heaven

July has been a helluva bad month for me. I don't really know why but it just seem that troubles keep popping up one after another. I can't wait for August to come. Going for a 4 days 3 nights stay at Genting might be a good gateway to relax.

Yesterday seem like a super duper bad night. Dad seems troubled but there seems to be nothing I can do about it. So I just tell my sis to prepare dinner tonight so we can sit down and have a chat maybe?

I shall not said what happen yesterday.

I don't feel like typing anymore. But SPY... I'm happy. Don't worry. SPY SPY.. You just remind me of what you said that day. LOL. Someday when I have the feel to blog again. Maybe I should write about that.

Dream oh dream...

I'm so fond of giving people the wrong information and then realize my silly mistakes after that. *faint* Do you have a cure for that? Haha.

I'm like a silly kid this morning. I knew it was raining very heavily, I opened my eyes and saw my sister drying her hair. I was puzzled. Inside me, I was wondering, why is she here and so I asked her what is the day of today because I thought it is Saturday. She replied me, "Friday." Then I was like, "Oooo...". I reached out for he teddy bear, grabbed it, covered myself with the blanket and mumbled, "very cold, very cold" to myself. When I think back, it just seem to silly to me. Lol.

I was damn tired when I woke up at around 12:15pm. I remembered I have a bad dream last night. It goes like this...

I was packing my room and ready to move in to my new room. I went to clear my cupboard and I found out that my series of 'Jin Tian Yi' comics were missing. Later then I find out that it's my sister who lend it to some anonymous from Malaysia and the person has already left Singapore. All sort of nonsense... I only remembered that I cried very badly because thinking back, each comic book cost me at $7.30 (if I'm not wrong). To a little kid at primary school, $7.30 is alot! Unlike kids these days. Lol.

This dream, just remind me of last time when she lend a CD-Rom to her so-called bestfriend. After I found out that CD-Rom was missing, the first thing I did was to ask my sis and then scolded her. After some days, she told me what her friend said...."You want it back? Come my house and search. I don't know where I have put it." I was like so furious. I looked at my sis and told her like a thousand millon times not to lend anything to anyone again. All her friends are like big time mother fucker. That's also the reason why, right now she doesn't has any single ex schools friends to contact. She used to envy me because I always got my close friends with me. *sigh*

I kinda hate it right now, since Monday, I have not eaten a single dinner with her. I was at Jurong Point yesterday and I called her to ask if she wants to have our dinner at Jurong Point. Blah blah... She was booked. Ok, bye bye. I was very pissed off because she didn't even has the cheek to call me before hand that she is not going to eat dinner with me. To tell you the truth, I only ate ONE MEAL yesterday! I ate at around 9:30am, afternoon I ate bread and some nonsense and at night I ate carbon dioxide.

I came to realize this point, erm well.. This only apply on some people... OK, let's just say it's my sister and I. LOL.

If you are always lonely without any bestfriend, when you got a boyfriend, he will become your everything. If you have bestfriends around you all the time, when you got a boyfriend, he will become part of the one big happy family along with those bestfriends. It is not to the extreme that you really need to see him everyday.

I believe that everyone need their own space and time. Even that day you don't get to see him or her, you can always seek the opportunity to miss him or her for awhile. I guess this is sweeter than seeing him everyday. *faint* Oh shit. I said this and it just remind me of someone. I shall not say who is it. Lol.

I just smsed her yesterday that its been a long time since we have a good chat. She so agree with me and said one day we should find a day to chat. Well, let's just wait. At least I bother to sms her. Ahhhh... *faint* At least I still got the heart to do so and to think.

Seriously, I think I'm happy for her. Well, I'm more worry of that guy. My dad was like keep pacing up and down my room and saying things like...

"He is a Malaysia and so he doesn't has a house in Singapore."
"Does he has any friends here? Why is it like every night, he needs to meet your sis."
"He has no home here, he got nothing to do, wait he always asks your sis out."
"If he is that kind of person who always sticks with your sis, it will be very bad."
"Maybe he will be those can't-let-go type of guy."

Lol. I guess this is just every parent's worries.

I'm so glad that since young I never really have to let them worry about anything because I'm always the smarter and the know-how-to-think type of person compare to my sis. I always can assure them with the things that I did. They always worry about my sis since young and until now. They only worry about me if I come home too late. LOL.

Mama is going to book the trip to Genting tomorrow too. Great things ahead of me =D

I'm vivacious!!

You Are A Cedar Tree

You are elegant yet unpretentious, modest yet vivacious. Attractive and friendly, you are full of imagination but might lack passion. You abhor vulgar people, and you don't like anything in excess. You have little more ambition than to live a calm life and enjoy nature. You create a content, peaceful atmosphere for others.

What's Your Celtic Horoscope?

Doing all the quiz really scares me because it's usually 90% true. *faint*

I have already smsed her but well I think she has change her phone number. Should I I send her an email, tag at her blog or just forget about it and move on with my life?

He mentioned before and I shall just re-phrase it and say... Everyone gotta move on. If we stagnant, no matter it's 5 years later, 10 years later or even 50 years later, nothing will change. It's time to stop bothering so much about the past =D

Maybe I should just limit myself to everything I do so I won't be feeling too pressurize. I'm a 'relac-kid', I can never work under pressure. I think I will die.

Grassy told be to stop being guilty about every little things. Awwww... I really think I should stop feeling so bad all the time. I just can't help it because I'm too nice!!!! Ooops! Sometimes I'm just over concern about what people think, how they feel and what will they do. I really wonder if I can be a old witch. LOl. A new term that I learned from Grassy.

I was telling SPY that, "Wo hen nan zhou ren." Then she came telling me alot of things that I don't get it. LOL. So I replied that if there's a chance I will tell you. However this morning I'm quite fine already. So I won't be telling her anything. Lol.

These days, Sham keep talking to me about his girl. *faint* Well, as long as it's not boring, I'm ok to entertain him. He also mentioned that he get paid $14000 for chatting with me on MSN. LOL. I hope I get paid to do the same thing.

Genting!! Haha. It's not as if I have not been there before. I have been there for many times but this time round it's definitely very very very different because Grassy is going with my family! My mama is such a nice person, she said that she will treat Grassy the buffet. Awww... Grassy should love me more than ever. Grassy! Time to hand in your IC and other necessary things about you to me =X I'm going to use it to loan money from the ebig ear guy. Lol.

I'm kinda surprise to learn that Grassy has not been to Genting before. Hmmmm... Well, doesn't mean you are rich, you got all the time in the world to travel around. Ah... So true. The richer you are, the more your parent are busy working, the lesser time you get to spent with them, the more you don't get to travel with them.

Now, I'm patiently awaiting for Grassy's blog entry on 'human'. LOL.

I love this ~ I'm always the smartest =X

Planing for future

Not a total planning but it's just some thoughts.

I slept at 2am yesterday. The super bad news was... My sis accidentally went to lock the room. $%&$%^#%&# Bloody hell, I can't get into the room and sleep. The matter was later solved.

Now I came to think about it... I think I really want to 'divorce' with her!!!! I want my own personal space too.

If I shifted to another room
+ I will miss all my 'stars' and 'hanging thingy' in my room. *sob*
+ I will miss my 'moon light'.
+ My Winnie the pooh glow in the dark thingy!

Aww... I'm the one who decor the whole room >.<

My imagine new room
+ A combine of kiddy and football stuffs!
+ A PC of my own!
+ A new chance to re-decor
+ I shall not move those 'glow in the dark' thingy but I'm giving a second thoughts about the 'hanging thingy'. LOL

Things that need to but (may or may not)
+ Drapes... A much simple one.
+ Hanging decor to seperate the differ zones. (Is my room that big? LOL)
+ New wardrobe


My mind is set. I will do it after she get herself a new laptop. I can't think about it anymore...

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Greeny show me this:
"mingni, if there's any chance that you're reading this, i want you to know, i miss you. and im sorry, it i've did anything that have upset u"

I was like huh? Who the hell said this? SPY? Can't be... Then Grassy told me that it's Linghui... She wrote it in her blog...

watched World Cup 2006 with weiliang,zhengxuan and cedric at west coast park mac.
GOAL ITALY! :)

i still remember those days where mingni and i were still good friends.
how she would show me photos of Italian men.
waking up early in the morning,talking on phone with her catching the Euro cup before going to school.

mingni,if there's any chance that you're reading this.
i want you to know,i miss you.
and im sorry,if i've did anything that have upset u..

I suddenly just burst out crying after reading it. Why only now than you said it? In my mind, I was like you will always be thinking that everyone else is wrong except you. I just never thought that... *sigh*

I remember 1 year ago, I posted a similar entry.

*search*

8/22/2005
I love the time when she wakes up in the middle of the night to watch football’s match with me. Who the fuck will do this? She called me and we chat about what was going on during the football match. If my memory is working this time, I think it was the match between, Holland and Portugal. It must be Holland’s match because I remembered her telling every guy in my class that I love Ruud Van Nistelrooy’s hair! Although that isn’t true, heck that wasn’t important at that point of time.

Oh man! It's time to find her to talk....?

Festa at Circo Massimo

After seeing those pics... It just makes me die. It's better than seeing anything else at the moment. Awww...

My PC is so flooded with their photos. Football is my best boyfriend. LOL.

CAMPIONI DEL MONDO!

MY ITALY WON!!!!

Nothing can express my joy right now. I LOVE MY BOYS!

Thanks to so many people for the "congrats" message. Haha. You people make me feel like I'm part of the team. LOL.

I posted all photos here. HAha. I still have tons more that I have no time to upload. Gotta go out now. CIAO!

Italy 2 - 0 Germany!

Anyway, my new haircut sux! Er.. If I don't put my hair behind my ears.. I look weird.. Looks ugly.. Like apple head or whatever... When I put my hair behind my ears I like kiddy. Oh gosh!

Sex lesson

I was so damn tired last night and so there come the love or erm... sex doctor to entertain me before the match start. I was like so damn stunned when he said those..LOL. My evil twins is even worse than me.. Oh sucks, he said the evil twins thingy is a "was" because blah blah.. now cannot "anyhow anyhow" because blah blah...Nonsense!

D e x t A a ` - says:
sianz
*░*-[rêd môñstêr™]-*░* Go Italy! Beat the hell out of Germany! says:
no more tokin to tt eX ?
D e x t A a ` - says:
nv talk le la
D e x t A a ` - says:
crazy de
D e x t A a ` - says:
attitude with me
D e x t A a ` - says:
fuck her
*░*-[rêd môñstêr™]-*░* Go Italy! Beat the hell out of Germany! says:
LolZ msn oso kp to u
*░*-[rêd môñstêr™]-*░* Go Italy! Beat the hell out of Germany! says:
crazi woman
D e x t A a ` - says:
siao de la
D e x t A a ` - says:
come n hao lian to me the guy who wanna sian her.. some romantic stuffs to her
D e x t A a ` - says:
fuck her man
D e x t A a ` - says:
i tell her straight
*░*-[rêd môñstêr™]-*░* Go Italy! Beat the hell out of Germany! says:
LOlZ
D e x t A a ` - says:
'he just wanna screw u la bimbo'
D e x t A a ` - says:
she dulan

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*░*-[rêd môñstêr™]-*░* Go Italy! Beat the hell out of Germany! says:
these days ppl.. duno hw to tink anymore
D e x t A a ` - says:
haha
D e x t A a ` - says:
aiya
D e x t A a ` - says:
unprotected sex ma
D e x t A a ` - says:
but sex with condOm suck big time
*░*-[rêd môñstêr™]-*░* Go Italy! Beat the hell out of Germany! says:
yar la.. anyhw anyhw la
*░*-[rêd môñstêr™]-*░* Go Italy! Beat the hell out of Germany! says:
how did u noe is suck big time ?
*░*-[rêd môñstêr™]-*░* Go Italy! Beat the hell out of Germany! says:
O.O
*░*-[rêd môñstêr™]-*░* Go Italy! Beat the hell out of Germany! says:
*curious mod*
D e x t A a ` - says:
erm
D e x t A a ` - says:
i hear from ppl
*░*-[rêd môñstêr™]-*░* Go Italy! Beat the hell out of Germany! says:
even i u did b4.. u wont tell me oso rite
*░*-[rêd môñstêr™]-*░* Go Italy! Beat the hell out of Germany! says:
LoLZ
D e x t A a ` - says:
i u?
*░*-[rêd môñstêr™]-*░* Go Italy! Beat the hell out of Germany! says:
i u
*░*-[rêd môñstêr™]-*░* Go Italy! Beat the hell out of Germany! says:
u or me
*░*-[rêd môñstêr™]-*░* Go Italy! Beat the hell out of Germany! says:
LolZ
D e x t A a ` - says:
i tot u n me
D e x t A a ` - says:
=X
D e x t A a ` - says:
jk
*░*-[rêd môñstêr™]-*░* Go Italy! Beat the hell out of Germany! says:
yeayea.. SHNNNN
*░*-[rêd môñstêr™]-*░* Go Italy! Beat the hell out of Germany! says:
luan luan lai
D e x t A a ` - says:
haha
*░*-[rêd môñstêr™]-*░* Go Italy! Beat the hell out of Germany! says:
we practice safe sex
*░*-[rêd môñstêr™]-*░* Go Italy! Beat the hell out of Germany! says:
Lol
D e x t A a ` - says:
jk
D e x t A a ` - says:
we?
*░*-[rêd môñstêr™]-*░* Go Italy! Beat the hell out of Germany! says:
u dun? Lol.
D e x t A a ` - says:
protected sex = no sex

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D e x t A a ` - says:
anyway..
D e x t A a ` - says:
ask u
*░*-[rêd môñstêr™]-*░* Go Italy! Beat the hell out of Germany! says:
yep
D e x t A a ` - says:
haha
D e x t A a ` - says:
paiseh to ask
D e x t A a ` - says:
but curious to know
*░*-[rêd môñstêr™]-*░* Go Italy! Beat the hell out of Germany! says:
wat? dun make me kan cheong
D e x t A a ` - says:
no la
D e x t A a ` - says:
r u a chu nu still?
D e x t A a ` - says:
X_X
*░*-[rêd môñstêr™]-*░* Go Italy! Beat the hell out of Germany! says:
OF COS LA! wat a qns.
*░*-[rêd môñstêr™]-*░* Go Italy! Beat the hell out of Germany! says:
u no longer ?
D e x t A a ` - says:
oh
D e x t A a ` - says:
ok
*░*-[rêd môñstêr™]-*░* Go Italy! Beat the hell out of Germany! says:
uUUUuu ?
D e x t A a ` - says:
ever curious to find out how it feels to ?
*░*-[rêd môñstêr™]-*░* Go Italy! Beat the hell out of Germany! says:
ehh yes of cos
*░*-[rêd môñstêr™]-*░* Go Italy! Beat the hell out of Germany! says:
im always curious abt such things
*░*-[rêd môñstêr™]-*░* Go Italy! Beat the hell out of Germany! says:
LolZ
*░*-[rêd môñstêr™]-*░* Go Italy! Beat the hell out of Germany! says:
u nv ans me
*░*-[rêd môñstêr™]-*░* Go Italy! Beat the hell out of Germany! says:
>.<
D e x t A a ` - says:
haha
D e x t A a ` - says:
im an experienced man
*░*-[rêd môñstêr™]-*░* Go Italy! Beat the hell out of Germany! says:
OooO
D e x t A a ` - says:
kk
D e x t A a ` - says:
says it all
*░*-[rêd môñstêr™]-*░* Go Italy! Beat the hell out of Germany! says:
LolZ
*░*-[rêd môñstêr™]-*░* Go Italy! Beat the hell out of Germany! says:
tell me hw is it like le
*░*-[rêd môñstêr™]-*░* Go Italy! Beat the hell out of Germany! says:
>.<
D e x t A a ` - says:
huh?
D e x t A a ` - says:
how to explain
D e x t A a ` - says:
but..
D e x t A a ` - says:
in all
D e x t A a ` - says:
sex is boring
D e x t A a ` - says:
BUT..
D e x t A a ` - says:
if u have gd sex..
D e x t A a ` - says:
thats really heaven
D e x t A a ` - says:
if the guy aint gd
D e x t A a ` - says:
or the girl aint gd
D e x t A a ` - says:
thats called exercising
D e x t A a ` - says:
sex must consist of + kamasutra
D e x t A a ` - says:
LOL

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*░*-[rêd môñstêr™]-*░* Go Italy! Beat the hell out of Germany! says:
eh so u ever hv a gd sex
*░*-[rêd môñstêr™]-*░* Go Italy! Beat the hell out of Germany! says:
or u always de guy tts great
*░*-[rêd môñstêr™]-*░* Go Italy! Beat the hell out of Germany! says:
but hvin a ger tt aint gd
D e x t A a ` - says:
yea
*░*-[rêd môñstêr™]-*░* Go Italy! Beat the hell out of Germany! says:
aww
D e x t A a ` - says:
i consider myself a giver
*░*-[rêd môñstêr™]-*░* Go Italy! Beat the hell out of Germany! says:
isnt it sad 4 u
*░*-[rêd môñstêr™]-*░* Go Italy! Beat the hell out of Germany! says:
den like u nv enjoy
D e x t A a ` - says:
i prefer to give pleasure lor
D e x t A a ` - says:
u c the girl orgasm..u also shiok
D e x t A a ` - says:
haha
D e x t A a ` - says:
=X
*░*-[rêd môñstêr™]-*░* Go Italy! Beat the hell out of Germany! says:
LOL
D e x t A a ` - says:
i had bad sexperience
*░*-[rêd môñstêr™]-*░* Go Italy! Beat the hell out of Germany! says:
OOooOOO
D e x t A a ` - says:
pub waitress
D e x t A a ` - says:
yucks
*░*-[rêd môñstêr™]-*░* Go Italy! Beat the hell out of Germany! says:
y? she dunno hw to ?
D e x t A a ` - says:
no
D e x t A a ` - says:
she's a dead fish ba

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D e x t A a ` - says:
cherish ur 1st time la
D e x t A a ` - says:
right moment + right time + under the influence of romance = gd moment to say gdbye to ur chasity
D e x t A a ` - says:
LOL

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*░*-[rêd môñstêr™]-*░* Go Italy! Beat the hell out of Germany! says:
so hw is 1st
D e x t A a ` - says:
my 1st?
D e x t A a ` - says:
was with a experienced gf
D e x t A a ` - says:
haha
D e x t A a ` - says:
shes a model
D e x t A a ` - says:
lol
*░*-[rêd môñstêr™]-*░* Go Italy! Beat the hell out of Germany! says:
wow
*░*-[rêd môñstêr™]-*░* Go Italy! Beat the hell out of Germany! says:
so its a gd 1
D e x t A a ` - says:
she's one of the best
*░*-[rêd môñstêr™]-*░* Go Italy! Beat the hell out of Germany! says:
n memorable 1 guess
*░*-[rêd môñstêr™]-*░* Go Italy! Beat the hell out of Germany! says:
at least u did wif de rite 1
*░*-[rêd môñstêr™]-*░* Go Italy! Beat the hell out of Germany! says:
so hw old was u @ tt time
D e x t A a ` - says:
15
D e x t A a ` - says:
haha
D e x t A a ` - says:
=X
*░*-[rêd môñstêr™]-*░* Go Italy! Beat the hell out of Germany! says:
!!!
*░*-[rêd môñstêr™]-*░* Go Italy! Beat the hell out of Germany! says:
n she is a model
*░*-[rêd môñstêr™]-*░* Go Italy! Beat the hell out of Germany! says:
how old is she
D e x t A a ` - says:
4 yrs older
D e x t A a ` - says:
26 this yr

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*░*-[rêd môñstêr™]-*░* Go Italy! Beat the hell out of Germany! says:
den de current 1 ?
*░*-[rêd môñstêr™]-*░* Go Italy! Beat the hell out of Germany! says:
is she gd
D e x t A a ` - says:
haha
D e x t A a ` - says:
so-so
D e x t A a ` - says:
better than average
*░*-[rêd môñstêr™]-*░* Go Italy! Beat the hell out of Germany! says:
wat u did to make her shuang
D e x t A a ` - says:
aiya
D e x t A a ` - says:
cannot say
*░*-[rêd môñstêr™]-*░* Go Italy! Beat the hell out of Germany! says:
>.<
D e x t A a ` - says:
experiecing = believing
D e x t A a ` - says:
haha

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*░*-[rêd môñstêr™]-*░* Go Italy! Beat the hell out of Germany! says:
den wat guys most crave for in sex
D e x t A a ` - says:
a gd blowjob
D e x t A a ` - says:
foreplay is like a appetiser
D e x t A a ` - says:
if u eat in a restaurant..
D e x t A a ` - says:
they serve u bad appetiser..
D e x t A a ` - says:
wad follows on..
D e x t A a ` - says:
will suck too
D e x t A a ` - says:
aiya
D e x t A a ` - says:
long way girl..
D e x t A a ` - says:
no worries

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D e x t A a ` - says:
i read an article before
*░*-[rêd môñstêr™]-*░* Go Italy! Beat the hell out of Germany! says:
wat it said
D e x t A a ` - says:
girls can contract their muscles below..
D e x t A a ` - says:
by duno how
D e x t A a ` - says:
but it sort of makes the guy feels tighter
*░*-[rêd môñstêr™]-*░* Go Italy! Beat the hell out of Germany! says:
tts make them feel gd
*░*-[rêd môñstêr™]-*░* Go Italy! Beat the hell out of Germany! says:
Haha.. wait i older liao n find de rite 1 den i will noe
D e x t A a ` - says:
ya
D e x t A a ` - says:
or u can seek professional help
D e x t A a ` - says:
dial 1900-Dexter
*░*-[rêd môñstêr™]-*░* Go Italy! Beat the hell out of Germany! says:
i will =X
*░*-[rêd môñstêr™]-*░* Go Italy! Beat the hell out of Germany! says:
wan to noe wat a guy wants
*░*-[rêd môñstêr™]-*░* Go Italy! Beat the hell out of Germany! says:
i call u
D e x t A a ` - says:
haha

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*░*-[rêd môñstêr™]-*░* Go Italy! Beat the hell out of Germany! says:
todae is a big eye opener ~ !!!
*░*-[rêd môñstêr™]-*░* Go Italy! Beat the hell out of Germany! says:
thx for openin up to me
D e x t A a ` - says:
haha
D e x t A a ` - says:
in all
*░*-[rêd môñstêr™]-*░* Go Italy! Beat the hell out of Germany! says:
i guess alot if b4.. wont sae they did it b4
D e x t A a ` - says:
cherish ur 1st time
*░*-[rêd môñstêr™]-*░* Go Italy! Beat the hell out of Germany! says:
yea.. i guess tts important
D e x t A a ` - says:
im open minded lor
D e x t A a ` - says:
i dun mind
*░*-[rêd môñstêr™]-*░* Go Italy! Beat the hell out of Germany! says:
Haha.. i try to believe in sex after marriage
*░*-[rêd môñstêr™]-*░* Go Italy! Beat the hell out of Germany! says:
XD
D e x t A a ` - says:
haha
D e x t A a ` - says:
u amen?
*░*-[rêd môñstêr™]-*░* Go Italy! Beat the hell out of Germany! says:
tt's a torture for me
*░*-[rêd môñstêr™]-*░* Go Italy! Beat the hell out of Germany! says:
MUAHAHAHHA!
*░*-[rêd môñstêr™]-*░* Go Italy! Beat the hell out of Germany! says:
no la.. im hala
*░*-[rêd môñstêr™]-*░* Go Italy! Beat the hell out of Germany! says:
=X
*░*-[rêd môñstêr™]-*░* Go Italy! Beat the hell out of Germany! says:
im free Tinker
D e x t A a ` - says:
haha
D e x t A a ` - says:
u wont wait too long de la
*░*-[rêd môñstêr™]-*░* Go Italy! Beat the hell out of Germany! says:
HAHA.. wat Does tt mean
D e x t A a ` - says:
haha
D e x t A a ` - says:
duno

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D e x t A a ` - says:
i also duno whether i will be with my gf anot
D e x t A a ` - says:
till i age n stuffs
D e x t A a ` - says:
but in all..
D e x t A a ` - says:
erm..
D e x t A a ` - says:
match starting
D e x t A a ` - says:
lol
*░*-[rêd môñstêr™]-*░* Go Italy! Beat the hell out of Germany! says:
Haha
*░*-[rêd môñstêr™]-*░* Go Italy! Beat the hell out of Germany! says:
yea few more mins
*░*-[rêd môñstêr™]-*░* Go Italy! Beat the hell out of Germany! says:
Haha well hard to sae
*░*-[rêd môñstêr™]-*░* Go Italy! Beat the hell out of Germany! says:
i cant imagine myself wif de same guy for 10 yrs
*░*-[rêd môñstêr™]-*░* Go Italy! Beat the hell out of Germany! says:
=X
*░*-[rêd môñstêr™]-*░* Go Italy! Beat the hell out of Germany! says:
at least for now
D e x t A a ` - says:
ya
D e x t A a ` - says:
things change
D e x t A a ` - says:
over time
D e x t A a ` - says:
un-noticingly
D e x t A a ` - says:
who knows
*░*-[rêd môñstêr™]-*░* Go Italy! Beat the hell out of Germany! says:
yea ~
*░*-[rêd môñstêr™]-*░* Go Italy! Beat the hell out of Germany! says:
i hope now no match so we can tok. LOL
*░*-[rêd môñstêr™]-*░* Go Italy! Beat the hell out of Germany! says:
i go watch liao
*░*-[rêd môñstêr™]-*░* Go Italy! Beat the hell out of Germany! says:
^_^
D e x t A a ` - says:
k
*░*-[rêd môñstêr™]-*░* Go Italy! Beat the hell out of Germany! says:
experienced man
D e x t A a ` - says:
haha
D e x t A a ` - says:
rem the hotline
D e x t A a ` - says:
take care yea
*░*-[rêd môñstêr™]-*░* Go Italy! Beat the hell out of Germany! says:
yea 1900-Dexter
*░*-[rêd môñstêr™]-*░* Go Italy! Beat the hell out of Germany! says:
cya ~
D e x t A a ` - says:
gd luck with shaun
*░*-[rêd môñstêr™]-*░* Go Italy! Beat the hell out of Germany! says:
MuahahA..
*░*-[rêd môñstêr™]-*░* Go Italy! Beat the hell out of Germany! says:
dun sae tt last line

Are you ready?

Italy VS Germany!

Omg! I can't wait for tonight! Grassy you can watch it too because I believe that Channel 5 is showing!!! Support my Italy!!! LOL.

A celebration at the end is what I want ~

My mama was so funny last night. We were talking about the phone that I'm going to buy and lalalala... There she went like,"Oh I remember this guy who works at the handphone shop. Last time, he went to my shop to buy some furniture....He is so well-mannered (because he offered to help her in something or what). I hope next time I will have this kind of son-in-law." Then my sis and I were laughing so hard. Then when my mama went out of the room, I told my sis, "Skali see liao not handsome then we all peng." LOL.

My creation

Sick sick sick.. Fever please leave me..

And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

If only time could just stop

Thursday...Hm.... what about Thursday?

I was late for the monsters' date. Everyone was waiting for me at ermm... Outside Seoul Garden... I don't wanna eat that because I will die if I did.

Grassy looks so tired and so I was feeling weird... but still managed to disturb her and passed her the pencil case. ARGH. The food made me puke! Not that it's awful... It's just that my tummy can't take it anymore. It was really a boring day... and HT was so emotional... She talked and talked to me about she and yea, that guy... -_- Look at the brighter side ba, girl...

Friday so like so exciting?? LOL. CAMPING AT GRASSY HOUSE!

I reached Grassy's house at 4 plus and blah blah.. My battery died on me and so I forgot what's her unit number. Darn! Well, I never can remember my friend's hp number so let's don't even talk about the unit number. The malay security really like so... sucks... $%#$^#%^#$ The chinese guy was better....

I saw Grassy's face was like so 'sianz' then I was like so 'sianz' also... Then she didn't really entertain me so I didn't too. These few days... I always wake up too early. Argh.. It sucks. I went to her room to charge my hp and yea.. because I wanted to call my sis and scold her =x I was so like darn angry... but then forget it.. it wasn't her fault.. Then spy called me and so I was like walking around....I was like no mood and bored until the cake came to my mouth.

Then I was like stucked on Grassy's computer and busy stealing her mp3s. My mood hasn't really got back so I just didn't wish to talk...

Blah.. then later we decide to go and eat "Da Chang Jin". Didn't really wish to eat because im HOT! I mean I'm already quite heaty... But well since Grassy wanted to eat and so I was like..."ok, eat lor."

While eating, I was like busy looking at other tables..there was this China woman entertaining a fat fat guy. Haha. From one look, I know she doesn't really like it but well.. she still do it because it's her JOB! Muahaha! There was another example just right infront of them. I don't know why but I'm just so amused. The food wasn't that good...Eww... and that dumb oil dripped on my feet.... No next time.

On the way back... Spy and I were like talking about the 'turkey', 'oven', 'roasting' and whatever. So darn stupid. Haha.

Talking session~ I wasn't much involved because I don't feel like talking and I'm so bored... I'm like thinking... "Eeeeee papa mama never call me?" LOL. So I decide to go and bathe because I'm so stickkkkkkkkkkkkyyyyyyyyyyyyy.

When I'm out, they were still talking and I'm like.. I have already hear the same story... So it means me so bored.

Then it was Spy's turn to bathe... Grassy said, 'I don't want to talk to you'... *sob* She only want Spy aunty. Then I'm like tinking...'Ok lor.. I don't feel like talking also.' -_-

I sat at balcony alone and listened to the radio... That was already like so enjoying life already. A moment of being alone was great too... When Spy was out, she joined Grassy in the room then after that she came to me and talk talk talk which I can't remember we were talking about... Then Grassy came to join us.

Talking session again ~ This time I did join in more... Blah... My story is ever like so boring... Old time story was like I wanna kill everyone. Haha. At the same time I was like keep looking at the clock to remind Grassy that it was time to bathe!

2am plus we headed down to Mac to watch Italy Vs Ukraine! I was made to drink the bitter coffee. *sob* It was so awful that I keep drinking it to make sure I finished it.

Italy won 3-0! Toni finally scored!! I'm happy for him but hmmmm Gila didn't get to play. Wao kao.. you good.. like that throw my thing. Imagine I'm the one throwing your gar..... But you know I have never been mad with my friends because it's silly to do so. So just heck.

Then we had our breakfast....Playing boggle when I'm already half dead... well well...I'm still the top scorer even though I'm so tired. I'm so proud of myself!!!!!!!! LOL.

Blah blah we did mask and I nearly fell asleep... At the same time we took many silly photos. HAHA. Then nothing much to do already because Spy aunty has to go to work soon.

Time passed so fast... the day has ended and I guess everyone was happy and maybe... Grassy! When we will go there sleep again? LOL.