Hello 2014!

Its already 2014 and I have yet to post anything. Okay, I shall start with my 2014 resolutions:

1) train up my leadership skills

2) "choosing the right path" 

I guess thats all! No. 2 is just something for myself to know. 

Anyway, 1st day of Jan didnt start off very well. I went party with SPY and several other people. It started off ok (at least for me. Lol) Then the night ended with my J's friend fighting with another stranger guy because of woman or man's ego? It started off because of a woman but things doesnt resolve because of a man's ego. Oh well.... If the man can keep his hands to himself, things wont turn out this way.

Other than this fighting, J's bro got punch in the face from a bouncer for no good reason. Seriously, I think Toxic's bouncer can do better than that. A bouncer is supposed to maintain the safety and not creating troubles. Poor thing.

Oh what a night. Lol! Anyway, at least I think I have learn something between friends (esp me and spy) Apart from that, the scene of J whispering things in my ear keep on repeating in my head. Hehe! Come to think about it, its not a bad New Year after all. 

So heres a chio chio pics of us that day. Im still trying to get the group photo pic of us (without that fighting guy) haha! 

Alot of bad things happen after that. Im trying my best to walk in the correct path or should I say, im trying my best to see what I really want. :/ 

Dairy Farm Got Talent

Hello! I wonder if anyone still bothers to read. Anyway, I finally got the free time and mood to blog today! Yay!

*This is my 3rd attempt to type out an entry. I keep deleting after what I have type and this is not the first time. I have alot of drafts and deleted entries. My brains are just too complicated. At this point of time, I just wish I can type out some decent entries like SPY. At least when you read, you know her feelings and whats shes thinking (sort of). Unlike myself... Maybe Im thinking A but I wrote B ... Later then decided to delete it.Ironic. Lol* 

Anywya, my company did a 6 months long project - Dairy Farm's Got Talent Season 2. Last Saturday was the D days for the finalist to perform.

My lady boss asked me and other 2 colleagues to pick 1 of the contestants and be their "Nanny" for that day. I actually wanted 'The Brothers' (On the right) because they looks cute what :p But end up i got Gabriel.

I really love all of their performances as all of them put in alot of effort to make this happen. Esp for the 'Sexy Angles', definitely not easy to do cross dressed dance infront of 2500pax. I really must salute them! I was backstage during their performance but I can hear theres alot of applause and cheers the moment they go up on stage. 

When it was The Brothers's turn, I thought this will be the same for them. But Im wrong! I felt freaking sad. After their the performance, there isnt much claps or cheers for them.  After all the practice and hardwork, HELLO? Diary Farm peeps? Can clap anot? Its really sad to see them feeling dejected after the dance performance. *shake head* Esp when emcee Justin said out loud to the audience, Im so upset. =/ Heartless people! ><! I went up to them immediately after they got down the stage to give them some encouragement. =D 

When they are back to the changing room, I went to the room and passed them their hp. Then one of them keep chatting with me. =p Hmmmmm... Not bad la, after married still got people interested even im no longer listed in the market. He works for Giant, I should have ask if which branch he is from so maybe can get more discount or FOC items. Hahaha! 

Probably, my dear friend, SPY should joined my company instead of doing Advertising and Promotion. =P There's so many eye candy in doing events. Haha! 

Its really all about the passion. Its a rare thing to see you bosses dont mind trying to help to style the contestants' hair and stuff like that. 

Nice & chio pic taken by Jara. Its hardly I wear so nice right? Waaha! 

ME with a similar pose again... Because thats the only way that you can make your arms look smaller! 

Me & 1 of the contestants from The Brothers. I actually have to fake my height here. Lol! 

Really a wonderful learning experience for me. Gonna miss them even thou Im not very involved in this projects. These people are so fun! 

I am not an angel

I always believe in everything takes 2 hands to clap. Just like if one day, a couple, 1 of them decided to stray, it does not necessary mean this guy is a cheater, asshole or the girl is a slut or bitch. It just simply means there are something wrong within their relationship. I have seen too many to understand this.

If both wants to keep it together, they will automatically find ways to reconcile, to talk to each other and not say things like 'its over', 'we got nothing to talk about' and etc. Outsider simply can't control because only both of them know if they still want each other or not.

So when comes to me giving comments about such things, my reply can be very blunt... Often I feel people can't stand my comments as they feel I shouldn't "encourage" people to leave their partner, or "encourage" to cheat or etc. The fact is... Im just stating a fact. -_- I want people to see the real picture (though  i'm not always correct) and not hidden but the inner truth. Maybe I just hear and see too much =(
So here I am, the devil. But of cos... I 

ALWAYS WANT PEOPLE TO BE HAPPILY EVER AFTER... 

But that is when you find the right ones and not with the wrong ones and continue to suffer...

Last Fri, I have an event with this XX MC, he just got married too and I congrats him. I teased him and said "wah so fast want to tie down your gf". He gave me a very sad look and said "no la, its more like the other way." Regardless, he is joking or no... I find that replied very saddening..... WHY! WHY! Why I always hear this kind of stupid comments like "Cos i need to give her a  status so I married her", "I married her cos she is stable and is those type that can put at home." or "I married her because we have been together for many years. It's about time." WTF... Why cant they say " I married her because I LOVE HER!" =(

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Oh well... Last of all, may all happy couples stay happy... Unhappy couples, do reconcile if theres still hope =O

Appreciate and thankful!

Sincerely, Im really happy and thankful to have my bestfriends. Meet up with my Monz friends few days ago, we have a lot of fun chit chatting and discussing about my wedding stuff. :D Hope they will find their Mr right soon and to HT hope she can settle down soon as well. 

Why am I feeling thankful? Im not too sure but just got this feeling when I ask them what to wear for the gate crashing and they all so excited about it. Normally, the bride will buy the bridesmaid gown for their sisters but I didnt ><! Didnt really know what should I ask them to wear. So in the end I came out with an idea... 

The happy fact is that none of them actually complaint things like "Eh not you buy for us meh." Instead, they were like excitedly planning when to go shopping and buy the clothing etc. :')  As compared to someone's experience, his is so different. The guys wanted him to buy for xxx, this and that. Not really being cooperative. Probably this is the time you will see who is your real friends. 

At the end of this post, Im not sure what im blabbering about... Just feel happy about or im just easily contented :)

Anyway, heres a random pic of me... My colleague lend me his spiderman jacket when im feeling damn cold in the office. 

Got the spiderwoman look ma? Lol! 

Not so blissful after all

We saw Bliss House at The Central and decided to try it because the interior decor is so nice! They got a nice floral entrance and a horse carriage ... Beautiful fountain and bridge. So we decided to go in and ordered our food.

 Total the bill was like $90+ and sadly the food was like SO mediocre that I will never go there again. I'd rather spend more money and dine at Forlino or just save the money to eat pastamania. -_-

Stress is can be good

Few days ago, my company had a mini calendar competition that lasted for 8 days. Personally, I feel sucky because the design in my group technically is NOT a designer but an artiste. He is good in drawing but he is not those graphic design. I was damn stress up seriously but no one knows it. When the result is out, the winner goes to team 1. Immediately, after that my bosses came up with ANOTHER competition... Its the night that I can't sleep... blah blah. Its all because of this stupid calendar, I dont have enough time for myself. I spend my weekend doing it. So I went to tell my boss that I spent the weekend doing the calendar. I told her I'm tired of competition, can I just don't participate.  I nearly tear because I told her that its like a shame and embarrassment... The other 2 groups got a proper designers to do a nice job. Our group.... So frustrated at times that I dont know how to describe! But she did mentioned she actually like the design, which I don't even know if its real. The other one mentioned that he actually like the theme. Oh well... Anyway, whatever. It's over!

After that I gotta go for a meeting which I actually messed up the schedule. Lol! Lucky for me, the mess up is a blessing in disguise! =D I went with AZ for the meeting as I feel more comfortable working with him. Plus, I was really having a terrible headache after a lack of sleep from the night before, I need a DRIVER! WAHAHA!. The meeting was awesome! I got a confirmation from them immediately the next day! *throw confetti* While Im happy for myself, Im happy for AZ as well because finally theres 1 client, who actually acknowledge his name in the email. Lol! Normally, if I went out meeting with him, clients tend to left his name out like his is nothing. *clap clap* 

My lady boss actually asked me to go home and rest after the meeting but instead I went to PS to have my lunch with AZ at 4pm plus. T_T Feel like dying actually and the food was served at 5pm. I didnt eat much as I vomited before that. Grrr! Anyway, saw a Mickey mouse & Minnie mouse bed sheet and immediately I was like YAY! I shall buy it for my future double bed. But guess what? I didn't see carefully... I actually bought a QUILT COVER and 2 pillow case. *sigh* What a waste of money!!!!!!! 

Life is never perfect

I saw a comment left by my dear friend and I feel her words are half true. She's right that my bosses are good but I got that through hard work. That also means working super extra hard than the others in order to achieve that. The hard work, OT and working till wee hours are something people don't see.However, my basic is only $20xx and if I never hit my sales target, my salary is lower than you. Haha! =p Sometimes I really don't know if its worth to work so hard for them. Sometimes I do get pissed at my male boss as well. Sometimes he is good but sometimes he is an axx.  Also, I gotta agree that, at the end of the day, if the client appreciate my effort, the sense of satisfaction is great. However, the true hard fact is that only 10% of the client really appreciate what I have done. Anyway, its a NO PAIN NO GAIN game at work!

No guy is 100%  great, we gotta shape them up! WAHAHA! Don't have to envy me, your life can be good as well. To you especially, stop going for FUN and non-committed guys.They are a total waste of time and money! You will never know a normal sincere guy can turn out to be someone who is fun as well. =p

Anyway, I wanted to start blogging for my wedding blog but this weekend I have my time wasted doing my company calendar and WORST of all..... My wedding album layout. I finally get past the stage of asking the editor to edit this and that... NOW....... It's the layout time! I really got a shock at how lousy and awful that some of the layout are. I edited only 1/4 of it and decided I should just throw it back to them and ask them to look at my sample and re-edit. Seriously wtf! The photographer and service are good. The photos taken are really nice but their editor is really shit especially when it comes to the layout. *sigh* So much of my time wasted.

Things im gonna do tomorrow:
1) Go for my cousin's shower
2) Continue to edit the calendar
3) Send email to bluebay TW about the layout

Wow... What a "nice" sunday to look forward to. I dont even have the time to go for a run anymore.

Yesterday, my colleague was playing some old 90s techno and it get me and J so hype up and start playing other 90s techno. Then from techno to boyband pop. SO FUN! *sigh* I miss the 90s seriously.

Can we just go back to 90s?