I wanna blog something. The phrases, sentences and paragraphs keep on repeating in my head.....
Generally speaking there are two kinds of truths in this world( let's say in Singapore), : one which is inherent to the logic our natural reality, and one that rests upon a group of individuals forming a social truth. Social truth, is some sort of what we call a social acceptance.
There are 2 negative things about it:
1) Socially accepted behavior are often spoken too much of that one or most is/are afraid to speak up the truth of their action as they are afraid the rest of the world will disagree and so they dare not speak.
2) You do, I do if not im out! If I don't do, I will lose it. I must do it too. End up everyone is doing it so why not JUST DO IT.
Can such things ever be positive?:
It's not something good or bad because I got no conclusion for it either. I may speak the way like what the rest of the people are talking ( not thinking,just words) about but I may not be behaving it in that way. It can only be positive if you know or MATURE enough to know what you are doing and of cos, not afraid to speak up which is not easy for an Asian country.
Alright, what the hell I'm trying to say here? If you are smart you should know. I'm just saying things as a WHOLE not a single issue.
Anyway, I heard something from someone and apparently she is upset and I can't blame her. I don't know what to say either. So I went speak to my holy man. Lol. OK, he is not, he is a real damn %#^$^ that speaks the whole damn $%#$% truth that everyone will mention. I really admire him for that. Oh man! I don't think Singaporean will behave this way. It's either I don't know alot of guys or it is really that Singaporean are.........Alright, Singaporean men ain't that bad.
Oh so anyway, I asked him something and I just know what he will say something opposite of what I'm thinking but I just wanna hear how he interpret it. He said something like, "I will go up to her, give her a pat on her shoulder and admire her for being so courage to do somethings she wanted." I was really like, "WTF?" I cannot agree with him, I keep asking why why why... Maybe a F and a M always thinks differently. I was quite distracted with my work later on and so I began to think about what several people have said.
I guess on the bad side, I know its those ya-da ya-da whatever thingy, but the good side... Hey! I never know the truth! How can I jump into the conclusion and judge things? So just $%#$ it man. You know, there are times, human are are so wonderful, we can do almost everything but we can also be so vulnerable when it comes to feelings. So I shall not be too judgmental. I should think things that are logically to our natural reality and not if it is socially acceptance or not.
That is the truth of reality. Welcome to the world.
Oh btw, this holy man flew to Phuket tomorrow morning! I hope he brings some nice stuff back for his long lost sis, whom he already disregard. Lol. J/k. Gonna miss his craps for a week and I gotta endure nonsense from the Saudi guy!! LOL. Hmmm... Why my lunch time khaki got no Singaporean? -_-
Anyway, I chat with tofu on MSN, I was like man, I miss these people =) I wanted to meet them but Grass was sick. =/
Gd nite people.