What am I running away from?

I drew this and it suits me perfectly fine.

I felt so stress up these days. I guess I really need a break. I'm really tired and not having enough sleep. I feel so not myself. I keep feeling down and out. I still have to look happy everyday and keep the sadness inside me. Perhaps, that's life.

'忍一時風平浪靜﹐退一步海闊天空' How far do you agree with this phrase?

Anyway, driving lesson tomorrow. All the best to myself.=)