Why why tell me why

After so many months why 老天爷 wanna play this mind game with me? I have a dream that day, it look so real. I'm freak out or maybe I don't know how should I feel because I'm in my dreamland. Ever since that day, I kept think of the things in the past. Though people will tell me it's just a dream, yes it is just a dream but it just triggers me to think of the past. *sigh*