I want my umbrella!

The chorus part from the songs, Umbrella, by Rihanna.

When there’s sunshine, we’ll shine together
Told you I'll be here forever
Said I'll always be a friend
Took an oath I'ma stick it out till the end
Now that it's raining more than ever
Know that we'll still have each other
You can stand under my umbrella

I used to dislike this song but the more I hear, the more I like. Haha. I am suppose to be sleeping but as usual,I can't seems to figure it out what is bothering me. If I don't even know it myself, I don't expect anything to know everything either.

Sometimes, I really wonder what's wrong with me. Am I too stress just because right now I have more responsibilities? Or is it that I can't share my stress with anyone else. Haha. Probably, I just can't find something... something is just missing somewhere. If only there will no nights buy days, so I can just work and work and won't have to worry about can't getting to sleep.

By the way, someone suddenly talked to me on MSN saying about her.

HE: She got bf le.
ME: Really?
HE: Ya.. blah blah told me.
ME: Sure bo? Then how come I don't know

*nonsense in between*

HE: Haiz. Never mind la. At least she got a bf now. Unlike me.
ME: ..........

All I can say is, human tend to stuck in the past when they can't move on. The time that they can move on is when they find a replacement. Well, this only apply for devoted guys. =) Just let me add 1 more sentence... Even if they can't find a replacement, it doesn't mean they will stuck forever la. Haha.

Something just came to my mind again...(information transmitting very fast inside my brain) I kinda dislike the feeling when people say something like this to me, "you remind me of my ex...", "last time my ex also say this...." and "my ex is like you very...." I don't know how to describe the feelings but it just weird. You know, I don't want to make people sad. PLUS! I'm more special. Lol.

*Time check* People tend to lie when your eyes is not there. *yawn* Time to sleep. Good nite.