Say live and let die

mood | normal

Welcome back! Okay, I'm talking to my PC. FINALLY!! I'm no longer using my old computer! Welcome back my HP computer! Please don't die on me again! Oh gosh! My CD is stuck in the DVD-Rom! =X

Grassy and I have decided to start a group blog. Hehe! I shall let SPY & HT know about it when they are online. I think it's a good idea to keep in touch when we don't have time meet each other. Isn't it? Hmmm.. I have to get my paint shop pro. back to do a layout for it. I will have to use Garfield to represent Grassy. Hm... Maybe a precious moments picture to represent SPY. As for HT... What about Hello Kitty? I thought of using Winnie the Pooh to represent me but I think I prefer putting my fav. guy on the layout. LOL!

Anyway, just realized that Grassy listens to songs by Guns N Roses! *wave to Grassy* So you should be familiar with this song, Live and let die?

Wowowow! I can't believe I am actually trying to burn all the episodes of Rock star: INXS in a DVD and try to sell it to those MiG's fans who are dying for it. LOL! Each DVD is going to cost them US$10!! So far I think there are 3 fans who have already "ordered" for the DVD. Hehe!

You Are Balanced - Realist - Powerful

You feel your life is controlled both externally and internally. You have a good sense of what you can control and what you should let go. Depending on the situation, you sometimes try to exert more control. Other times, you accept things for what they are and go with the flow. You are a realist when it comes to luck. You don't attribute everything to luck, but you do know some things are random. You don't beat yourself up when bad things happen to you... But you do your best to try to make your own luck. When it comes to who's in charge, it's you. Life is a kingdom, and you're the grand ruler. You don't care much about what others think. But they better care what you think!

The Three Dimension Luck and Power Test

Motley Crue | Home Sweet Home

If only everyday is like yesterday.

mood | sad

Happy times don't always last so please don't crave so much about it. Okay, I'm telling that to myself. I guess the saddest time in my life is the time when I have to go to bed. It's the worst time that I have to get over. Weird isn't it. When the nights come, my eyes just refuse to close and my brain is reluctant to stop working. They are just so stubborn.

I can said that I am very happy yesterday or maybe I should said I am happy whenever I see my monsters. They just never fail to make me smile. If only everyday is monsters' day. Oh... I should never crave so much about being happy everyday. Life is never about being happy, it's more about bitterness and depends on how you going to make it better. Oh.. Thanks Grassy for decorating my switch. LOL!

Yesterday was just a great day! I received the parcel that Kate sent me!! I thought she will just send me Calcio Italia, in the end she sent me 5 magazines, plus Tommy Lee pictures and some other footballers pin up! How nice of her! I promise when I get back my new PC I will shot some photos of it!

Late at night, I chat with the other 2 fellow monsters... We chatted so much about our future and etc. I just wish all of them will come true.

You Are 19 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

Rolling stones | Paint it black

I'm escaping this asylum

mood | bored

So indeed. My sis did a better job in calling the HP. I don't know when I'm going to get that stupid disc.

SPY is looking for those songs that are related to her situation so last night I sent SPY some lyrics and mp3s. *sigh* I wanna get my PC back so I can send her or burn those songs.

Here are the songlist (to remind myself):
1. Backstreet Boys – Set adrift on memory bliss
2. Blue – Don’t treat me like a fool
3. Boyz II Men – It’s so hard to say goodbye
4. Billy Joel – Honesty
5. Clay Aiken – No more sad song
6. Christina Aguilera – Reflection
7. George Michael - I can't make you love me
8. INXS - What you need
9. Kelly Clarkson - Behind these hazel eyes
10. Nick Carter – Do I have to cry for you
11. Nickelback – Do this anymore
12. Natasha Beddingfield – I bruised easily
13. Mariah Carey - Shake it off
14. Maroon 5 – Through with you
15. MiG Ayesa - Do or die
16. R.E.M - Everybody hurts
17. Westlife – Fool again

As much as I hate Westlife, I think the last song suits her. LOL. Anyway, from the songlist, I think basically you can tell that I listen to ALL kinds of songs but well rock songs is still the best! SPY is not suitable to listen to rock songs. Haha! She is more of a sentimental person. LOL!

Those songs from the songlist are definitely not those kind of songs that I will listen to everyday. Haha. No matter if I'm happy or sad, I still listen to happy songs. Why make yourself even more sad by listening to sad songs? Haha!

I am suppose to send the song, What you need by INXS but I send another version which was sang by MiG during his performance at Rockstar: INXS. LOL!

2 monsters are coming to my house tomorrow!! Haha. I have to somehow pack my room alittle. I am not a neat freak but I don't like people to see that my room is messy.

I'm so insulted by JiaJun! I have to write his name down. He thought that I copy and paste the codes fr0m blogskin or some other sites for my blog. HELLO?!! HELLO UNCLE!! I did my OWN graphics and layout. I use photoshop and cuteHTML to do it!! Argh!!

Ok, a sec ago, I saw someone took my Pirlo's graphic that I did it for his fanlisting and put it as his display picture. *faint*

MiG Ayesa | Live and let die

My stuff in my PC is gone, going...

mood | irate

So irritated. The HP customer service gimme the wrong no. to call. $#^%^%^#$%

I think the percentage of losing all my stuffs are 99%! *sigh* The saddest thing to lose was the video that I'm going to do for Grace's birthday! =x Ok, it's no longer a secret that I'm going to do a video for her as a birthday present. *sigh* I only did half way!! I put so much effort in editing those songs and etc!! I think I have to redo again! *sigh* Efforts don't pays off eh? *sigh* Should have just buy her something.

All my boyfriendssssss' photos will be gone! (about 50% of it) Especially, Totti's pictures! Isn't it sad? How long am Im going to take to save them back?? Oh.. What about those Motley Crue's videos???!!! Im gonna find Steph for this! *wink*

Right now, I can only laught about it. Laugh at myself maybe.

Today is Totti's 29th birthday!! No mood to celebrate for him. *sigh* He must be enjoying his good life in Italy.


MiG Ayesa | Live and let die

Vampire attack!

mood | Vex


Wow! I can't believe I saw him again!!! I love his vampire's teeth! Haha! Everything was as usual, the only difference was... I stood beside him when we were in the lift. His son seems to be extremely happy when he saw us or maybe because he saw me? Haha! Either way are fine with me. Deep down inside, I'm so happy to see son being so thrilled when he saw us. Haha!

Yesterday, James came to my house and check my PC. Too bad, he can't help me because some complication with my PC. *sigh* When he looked around my room and he gave me a shocked face and said:"That's Andrea Pirlo right? (Pointing to photos on my wall) I don't know that he has so many tattoos." I was so puzzled and after that I realized what he was talking about. He thought Tommy Lee is Andrea Pirlo! Haha! I'm not surprise. Pirlo do looks like Tommy but Pirlo is a much more 'clean' person compare to Tommy. Haha!

Tomorrow is Monday and so it's also the day that Im going to call HP! I hope they can help me to do a backup. I JUST HOPE THEY CAN SAVE MY PRECIOUS STUFFS IN MY PC!!! If not...Errrr... If not I'm going to try other computer shop and see if they can help me to backup those stuffs in my hardisk. Let's see how things going to work tomorrow. *SIGH* I'M SO SAD!! *Cross finger*

You Are Chinese Food

Exotic yet ordinary. People think they've had enough of you, but they're back for more in an hour.

What Kind of Food Are You?

I love this... (Part of the lyrics of the song Live and let die by Guns N' Roses)

When you were young
and your heart was an open book
You used to say live and let live
you know you did
you know you did
you know you did
But if this ever changin' world
in which we live in
Makes you give in and cry
Say live and let die
Live and let die

What does it matter to ya
When ya got a job to do
Ya got to do it well
You got to give the other fella hell

I will do a MiG's layout when I got my new PC back!

Marty Casey | Trees

She is such a fraud!

mood Vex

She is such a sucker. I hate her! I hate her! I hate her! I hope she die! I hope she die! She is not sincere in helping me. She is a mothafucker. I hate to see her face again. She is holding onto my transcript and she better be responsible for it. Mothafucker. I knew that she was not going to bring it yesterday and I AM SO FUCKING RIGHT! I send her a message again today. I just hope SHE REALLY BRINGS IT or she better go and fuck herself. She is trying to act that she was so ACTIVE yesterday.... Blah blah blah.

I just learn that right now the group work is consist of fucking 80% of OUR TOTAL MARKS!! I JUST CAN'T STAND IT! WHAT IF I HAVE TO WORK WITH SOMEONE LIKE THIS MOTHAFUCKER AGAIN? I WILL BE DOOM!!!! In a group, there is always someone who doesn't want to cooperate!!!

It seem like I can foreseen alot of bad things is going to happen to me. ARRRRRRRRRGH! I can't imagine for the rest of my life in school. Is there anything good to look forward to?

My HP computer is still waiting for James to fix it. *sigh* Imagine all my Totti & other photos are gone. *sob*

I took a quiz just now and I'm so agree on what is written.

You Are 60% Boyish and 40% Girlish

You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch. Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes. You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them. You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.

How Boyish or Girlish Are You?

Motley Crue You're all I need

Happy Monsters' day!

mood Boring

I really have a blast yesterday! I have taken tons of photos but sadly but new computer was down! Right now, I'm using my old computer to type this and so I can't transfer all the photos that I have taken yesterday. My neck is aching now because I'm actually typing this on the floor!!!! OK, i just find myself a chair to sit on.

I felt so great with them. There's nothing to hide, I can just be myself. Whereas, when I'm with some other people, sometime I just have to hide my identity and said things that was not 100% true. It's not that I want to be a liar. I just don't feel comfortable with some other people. I hope we get to celebrate Monsters' day every year.

I can't sleep again yesterday!! Firstly, I think it's because of my sister's breathing. It's just so loud!! Haha! Maybe that's call snoring?? Haha! Secondly, random thoughts keep going around in my mind. Lastly, MiG's Bohemian Rhapsody kept singing in my head!!!!! Haha! To tell you the truth, I actually watch the final episode of Rock star: INXS thrice!!!! Haha! The first time was in the morning. I thought I would miss the repeat telecast at night so I watch it in the morning. In the end, when I came home I was in time to watch the repeat telecast again! Haha! Then when it was time to sleep, I just can't sleep so I wake up again at 12:55am. I switch on the TV, it's showing Rock star: INXS again!!! Haha! God just want me to see MiG again. So this time, I saved his singing in my phone. Haha!

After watching the show for the third time, I smsed SPY to check if she is still alive. Haha! For sure, she is still there. I just send her some messages about what I'm thinking about these days. I felt better after that because at least I'm not alone. THANKS SPY! *sigh* Sometime, I just hate this tiny island so much.

Oh.... I also want to thanks Grassy! She made a very beautiful picture! *sigh* To find friends who are really truthful is so hard these day. They really rock my world!

My old computer is so weird. Do you know I'm actually viewing my blogger in Chinese? LOL! *sigh* My old computer doesn't have Marty or MiG's songs, I can only listen to Constantine, Bo's songs and some other songs that I no longer hear. This computer doesn't even have Motley Crue's songs!

Constantine Kiss from a rose